<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194</id><updated>2011-04-22T02:32:08.216+02:00</updated><title type='text'>*~Chaos Will Be The Final Step~*</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><link rel='next' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default?start-index=101&amp;max-results=100'/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>154</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-116817279293928276</id><published>2007-01-07T13:25:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2007-01-07T13:26:32.956+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>What's there to say? New year, same shit. There's nothing WOW about it. But the fireworks were cool I guess =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-116817279293928276?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/116817279293928276'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/116817279293928276'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2007_01_01_archive.html#116817279293928276' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-116333407215247183</id><published>2006-11-12T12:39:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2006-11-12T13:23:50.686+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>I HATE THIS!!!!! I've been sick since the very first day of November and with every passing day it only got worse. My ears, throat, chest and head hurts like hell. I'm coughing so much it feels like all my internal organs are about to implode, but the most frustrating thing in this mess of sickness is the fact that I can't speak. Why you ask? Well it's as simple as this: I have no voice for all the words forming in my head. When I do try to speak I sound like that creature in &lt;strong&gt;Creep&lt;/strong&gt;. You know that subway movie. Hmm...I feel like breaking something.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It doesn't stop here, oh no. Let's talk/type about the Computer and Systems Sciences exam I had. 36 students did the exam and 20 flunked it. And yes, the painful reality is that I'm one of those 20 students. This totally sucks! A true Failure-When-Your-Best-Just-Isn't-Good-Enough moment T_T I feel like borrowing some of Rude's Shinra explosives and go all EXTREME home makover on Mats' (teacher) office. Whatcha gonna do then fool, huh?? Attack me if you will, but in the end you WILL call me master MWAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!! ...okay Shredder moment there...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-116333407215247183?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/116333407215247183'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/116333407215247183'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_11_01_archive.html#116333407215247183' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-116196975556551248</id><published>2006-10-27T19:22:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-10-27T19:23:51.796+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;b&gt;bad soccer players missing easy goals&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;embed src="http://youtube.com/v/gtDPN3FLqhA" width="425" height="350" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HAAAAHAHAHAHA LMAO!!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-116196975556551248?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/116196975556551248'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/116196975556551248'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_10_01_archive.html#116196975556551248' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-116108853005547736</id><published>2006-10-17T14:03:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-10-17T14:35:30.090+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>The day began with a very slow awakening at 8 am with me getting ready for my driving lesson (which went pretty good might I say. The teacher, Thord, ROCKS!!). I was back home at 9:30 am and 15 minutes later I was on my way to see this new oven with my parents. It was okay I guess, but it looked kinda...used? Not new? I don't know. Anyway, when we came back I went to bed again to try and get some very much needed sleep. I slept a little, was half-asleep when daddy came and woke my sis and I up (we share the same bedroom), asking if we were going to uni today (FYI: we skipped today). After that we kinda couldn't go back to sleep, or rather SHE, my sister, couldn't go back to sleep and therefore kept me awake. After goofing around and taking silly pictures, it was time to actually "get up".&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She went to the bathroom while I was still in the room reading Tim Burton's &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;The Melancholy Death Of Oyster Boy&lt;/strong&gt; &amp;amp; other&lt;strong&gt; &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;stories&lt;/span&gt;. I had just finished reading the Oyster Boy story when daddy called my, saying me and my sister had mail. It was from KI (the uni) and when I opened it I found our corrected exams with our grade on the front side. My eyes popped out and got whiplashed from the shock. Hehe, eye-whiplash XD Anyway, we both got the highest grade!!!!! Can you believe it??!! Can I believe it?! *Crowd goes wild* *Me goes all Grinch-like: "Hot crowd, hot crowd"* That was totally unexpected. I mean, we sat up til 3 am the night before we had to turn it in and then we woke up at six am so we could take the 7 am train. I wasn't even sure I'd pass. *Wipes brow and sips an imaginary pop*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CONGRATS ME AND YOU FOXER!!! ^_~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-116108853005547736?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/116108853005547736'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/116108853005547736'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_10_01_archive.html#116108853005547736' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-116091757806177161</id><published>2006-10-15T14:36:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-10-15T15:07:50.836+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Mmmhmm, new layout, late post. Uni is like a time-sucking leecher. Every morning we (my sister and I) wake up, take the train to Stockholm, then 20-subway-minutes and then walk the ten-minute way to reach our destination: the KTH building. Once you're there, you face a three-hour lecture about computers. When that's over you take the same way home, grab something to eat and then go to bed (if you don't wanna stay up late and watch a movie or something). You don't have time to do anything!!! &lt;img src="http://img182.imageshack.us/img182/6648/142yw6.gif"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;IT MAKES ME SO AAANGRYYY!!! *Goes all &lt;a href="http://www.hundland.com/Scream3/links.htm" target="_blank"&gt; &lt;u&gt;Scream-like&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/a&gt;*   &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The teacher, Mats, is a great guy/man, but kinda a bad teacher. I swear, that man can speak a million words per minute. He's always so stressed which reminds me of my old high school teacher; Maria. "There's no time there's no time bla bla bla" &lt;br /&gt;Bring out your shotguns folks! It's time to neutralize!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-116091757806177161?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/116091757806177161'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/116091757806177161'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_10_01_archive.html#116091757806177161' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115874976232876202</id><published>2006-09-20T12:48:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-09-20T12:56:02.356+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;center&gt;Heehee pretty flower in our garden &lt;img src="http://i38.photobucket.com/albums/e146/ChemicalxDreams/grinning.gif"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://i38.photobucket.com/albums/e146/ChemicalxDreams/flower.jpg" target="Blank"&gt;&lt;img height="150" weidth="170" src="http://i38.photobucket.com/albums/e146/ChemicalxDreams/flower.jpg"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(click to enlarge)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115874976232876202?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115874976232876202'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115874976232876202'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_09_01_archive.html#115874976232876202' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115867568219529914</id><published>2006-09-19T15:33:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-09-26T11:42:59.300+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>lalalala this E.X.A.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N sucks!! I really don't like these weeks of introduction. Bleeh x 10. Good thing's that they'll be over by the end of this week. I think that the minds behind this are trying to bore us to death...yes...a slow and painful death and then they'll use our decaying corpses for medical research. KI is a medical University after all. Hmm...Uno might be the brains behind this splendid master plan. They wanna wipe out the whole class and then use the 48 bodies for some insane, maniac doctor games. FINE!! YOU WANT MY BLOOD?! I'LL GIVE YOU MY BLOOD!!! HERE IT IS! TAKE IT!! o.O Okay...ignore my Sammy Jackson-negotiator moment there. I kinda lost it, but hey, we all do from time to time so don't give the screen that look. I'M NOT AN ASYLUM FUGITIVE!!! I DID &lt;s&gt;NOT&lt;/s&gt; ESCAPE!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Meh it's time for me to go back to my precious study-moment MWAHAHAHAHA XD Wait, did I just type &lt;strong&gt;my precious&lt;/strong&gt;? Oh no!!! He's invaded my mind. MY PRECIOUSSSS!!!! And I just typed &lt;strong&gt;oh&lt;/strong&gt; HAHAHAHAHA!!! "oh" *looks around with bloody hands*. I know you know who I meant. That's right, Noah &lt;strong&gt;The Village&lt;/strong&gt; dude kekekeke.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115867568219529914?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115867568219529914'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115867568219529914'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_09_01_archive.html#115867568219529914' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115799873738496826</id><published>2006-09-11T19:13:00.001+02:00</published><updated>2006-09-11T20:23:52.443+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Wow, someone hasn't blogged for a very long time haha. University's taking most of my time but I guess it's worth it. Medical Informatics, or Health Informatics as some like to call it, is very interesting yet kinda confusing. It's cool that both me and my big sister got accepted and are in the same class. There is only one class but still. The teachers are great, though some are quite dull like this one female teacher. The tone she used during the lecure...man!! Everyone was just about to fall asleep. Her voice was like a lullaby, reminds me of another teacher I had in high school haha. Good thing she noticed it too. About an hour and a half into the lecture she said:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Should we take a break? You all look like you're about to black out".  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Of course the lady didn't change her tone, I mean that is the way she talks after all. It was a very dull lecture and I'm not sure I know what she was talking about. I really want those intro weeks to be over. They're so effing boring. Just two more weeks and then the real thing's on. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One uber-cool thing is that we get to watch an autopsy heehee. I don't think they'll let us cut the body open and all, but still. I haven't seen a real dead person before. We also get to examine organs and such. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well I'm off. Gonna watch a movie with my sister and then go to sleep. Med-Info awaits my presence tomorrow.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115799873738496826?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115799873738496826'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115799873738496826'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_09_01_archive.html#115799873738496826' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115394432148013075</id><published>2006-07-26T22:04:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-07-28T12:50:36.810+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>The problem is finally solved. The whole thing started the day I graduated high school. When I looked through my grades I noticed one subject missing. Turns out my stupid ass-teacher forgot to give me a grade in Nk B (science course B). So I had to go back to school and talk to them and when they looked through my syllabus, the subject wasn't there. Weird much. After a lot of talking and hours of investigation, they just gave me a grade. How the eff can a teacher forget to grade one of his students?! Anyway, just when I thought everything was solved, a new problem decided to show up. One of the universities I applied for had decided to exclude me from their little group of new students (ugly duck much). So I called them, the folks at The University of Stockholm, and asked them why. I mean, I had everything they required. The answer? Not enough points. (wtf?!) Why didn't I have enough points? My Nk B grade was missing, they hadn't received it even though the school had fixed it. They, or she; the lady I was talking to, told me to write an explanation and send it to the university together with a copy of the grade. Bleh. So I did that and didn't get any answer from them. I called them this morning and asked them whether or nor I had been accepted. The lady (once again) told that I was, accepted that is. I was like, oooookay...so why had they not contacted me so I would know? Whatever. So now I'll just have to wait and see how things turn out. It'll be Med-Info or this computer thing for me.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115394432148013075?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115394432148013075'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115394432148013075'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_07_01_archive.html#115394432148013075' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115374568758632479</id><published>2006-07-24T14:33:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-07-24T14:54:47.606+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;center&gt;I am the walking dead heartbreaker, my apologies&lt;br /&gt;I'm happy you'll never understand &lt;br /&gt;What it's like to be&lt;br /&gt;Trapped under six feet of solid glass&lt;br /&gt;I can see out but no one gets in&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Screaming at this prison I've locked myself into&lt;br /&gt;I'm sorry that I'm still breathing and that I'll kill again&lt;br /&gt;But the loneliness is too much for me to handle&lt;br /&gt;The taste of fresh blood pushes me on&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I told myself the constant pain could ease the tension burning inside&lt;br /&gt;But the nights were cold and the days dragged to weeks&lt;br /&gt;I will die here alone I will die&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The fear of romance&lt;br /&gt;The pain of living&lt;br /&gt;The joy of sorrow&lt;br /&gt;The strength of unforgiving &lt;br /&gt;The fear of romance&lt;br /&gt;The pain of living&lt;br /&gt;The joy of sorrow&lt;br /&gt;The strength of unforgiving&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;God help me I'm so tired&lt;br /&gt;But in my dreams the wolves eat out my soul&lt;br /&gt;God help me I'm so frightened&lt;br /&gt;But in my dreams the wolves tear out my heart &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I used to be golden &lt;br /&gt;A saint in a time of sorrow&lt;br /&gt;But then the turning came &lt;br /&gt;And I kissed the sun goodbye &lt;br /&gt;Don't you get it&lt;br /&gt;It's always darker in my eyes &lt;br /&gt;The screams of my brothers&lt;br /&gt;Egging me on&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Atreyu - A Vampire's Lament&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115374568758632479?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115374568758632479'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115374568758632479'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_07_01_archive.html#115374568758632479' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115247878008564872</id><published>2006-07-09T22:51:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-07-09T23:22:33.570+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>ITALY WON FIFA WORLD CUP WOOOO-HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! AWESOME!!! HAHA FRANCE YOU SUCKERS!!! EAT THAT!!!&lt;br /&gt;And that idiot Zidane got himself a red card and ended up in tears. Hmpf!! That's what ya get when ya don't behave like a true sportsman! BUT ITALY WON!!!! I'm sooooo effing happy!!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115247878008564872?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115247878008564872'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115247878008564872'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_07_01_archive.html#115247878008564872' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115239500757969759</id><published>2006-07-08T23:42:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-07-08T23:52:05.436+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;center&gt;WARNING WARNING!! &lt;br /&gt;DO NOT CLICK ON THE &lt;font color="red"&gt;RED&lt;/font&gt; BUBBLE UNLESS YOU INTEND TO FINISH THE WHOLE THING!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!! IF ADDICTION WILL EMBRACE YOU IN ITS LOVING ARMS; DON'T COME AND BLAME MY MORTAL ASS!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="display:none;" background-image:url("http://friendcount.com/counter.php?i=3114");"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.kontrabandcontent.co.uk/1/graphics/pics/BigRedButton.swf" height="350" width="350"&gt;&lt;br&gt;I thank &lt;a href="http://www.myspace.com/me_is_steve"&gt;Steve&lt;/a&gt; for this game.&lt;/center&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115239500757969759?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115239500757969759'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115239500757969759'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_07_01_archive.html#115239500757969759' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115205068004314607</id><published>2006-07-04T23:56:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-07-05T00:23:24.176+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH!!!!! GO ITALY!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Germany - Italy -------&gt; 0-2&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What an awesome game!!!! Italy scored twice and there was just one minute between them!! 119 minutes: Grosso. 120 minutes: Del Piero. I hope they'll win in the end. Go Italy you ROCK!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115205068004314607?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115205068004314607'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115205068004314607'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_07_01_archive.html#115205068004314607' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115187480055419681</id><published>2006-07-02T23:13:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-07-02T23:20:22.076+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;center&gt;&lt;b&gt;Japanese Game Show&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object width="425" height="350"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://youtube.com/v/-YwoP0thR1k"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src="http://youtube.com/v/-YwoP0thR1k" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="365" height="280"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Hahaha yo Gibbs -----&gt; ten ten....sun-sunday xD&lt;/center&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115187480055419681?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115187480055419681'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115187480055419681'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_07_01_archive.html#115187480055419681' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115183434154477167</id><published>2006-07-02T10:56:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-07-08T13:41:09.746+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Since I'm forced oh-so-violently by Gibbs to do this thing, I am. So here it is:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 names I go by:&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*Chaos &lt;br /&gt;*Emmie &lt;br /&gt;*DiNozzo (Gibbs: OH YEA!! XD)  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 parts of my heritage:&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*Awesomeness &lt;br /&gt;*Intelligence (the sad truth is that I didn't get that gene) &lt;br /&gt;*Humor (yea we rock!!)  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 of my everyday essentials:&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*Oxygen &lt;br /&gt;*Gum &lt;br /&gt;*My soul (it ain't easy living without it ya know)  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 things that I am wearing now:&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*A neclace &lt;br /&gt;*Clothes &lt;br /&gt;*4 earrings (though 2 of them aren't rings but butterflies) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 of my fave musical artists now:&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*A7X &lt;br /&gt;*Demon Hunter &lt;br /&gt;*MCR &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 things you want in a relationship other than love:&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*Trust &lt;br /&gt;*Honesty &lt;br /&gt;*Fun&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 truths and 2 lies:&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TRUTHS: &lt;br /&gt;*I believe in God&lt;br /&gt;*I'm terrified of lightning/thunder&lt;br /&gt;*I love black&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LIES:&lt;br /&gt;*I never pull pranks on other people&lt;br /&gt;*I absolutely love milk&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 physical things about the opposite sex that attracts you?&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*Eyes &lt;br /&gt;*Hair (the head folks! The hair on his head!!...idiots...) &lt;br /&gt;*Smile&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 of your fave hobbies:&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*Writing &lt;br /&gt;*Reading&lt;br /&gt;*Playing games &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 things that you want badly now:&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*Gum!!! &lt;br /&gt;*To pee (I really reeeally need to pee right now) &lt;br /&gt;*Vacation&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 places you wanna go on vacation:&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*Egypt &lt;br /&gt;*Italy &lt;br /&gt;*Somewhere tropical &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 things you want to try doing:&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*Parachute-jump from a chopper &lt;br /&gt;*Dive among sharks &lt;br /&gt;*Touch the wings of a bat&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 people I would like to see taking this test:&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*Bobbo &lt;br /&gt;*Sakura&lt;br /&gt;*Hitler&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 things I look for in a potential boyfriend:&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Scroll up and look at the one that says &lt;i&gt;3 things you want in a relationship other than love&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 things I may want to be in the future:&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*Alive&lt;br /&gt;*Mother&lt;br /&gt;*Successful&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115183434154477167?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115183434154477167'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115183434154477167'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_07_01_archive.html#115183434154477167' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115166542036788202</id><published>2006-06-30T13:03:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-06-30T13:12:08.580+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;center&gt;&lt;b&gt;cow&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object width="425" height="350"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://youtube.com/v/8gO_6UGJHmk"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src="http://youtube.com/v/8gO_6UGJHmk" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="365" height="280"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;lol XD&lt;/center&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115166542036788202?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115166542036788202'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115166542036788202'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#115166542036788202' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115127092593618891</id><published>2006-06-25T23:08:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-06-25T23:28:45.956+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>OH MY HELL x 2!!! What a game!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Portugal - Netherlands -----&gt; 1-0&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've never seen a game like this one!! All the players went crazy. It looked more like they were fighting than playing soccer. They were kicking each other, pulling, pushing, tackling and all and it was effing AWESOME!!! 4 red cards; Portugal 2 (Costinha and Deco) and Netherlands 2 (Boulahrouz and Bronckhoorst), and then 16 yellow cards!! Insane! XD&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115127092593618891?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115127092593618891'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115127092593618891'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#115127092593618891' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115108598801422067</id><published>2006-06-23T20:06:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-06-30T13:02:59.090+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;center&gt;&lt;b&gt;Silent Library Japanese Game Show&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object width="425" height="350"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://youtube.com/v/BO9dN9zpmiA"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src="http://youtube.com/v/BO9dN9zpmiA" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="355" height="280"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! This is toooo funny!! HAHAHAHA!!!&lt;/center&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115108598801422067?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115108598801422067'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115108598801422067'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#115108598801422067' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115101158312983229</id><published>2006-06-22T23:02:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-06-22T23:26:23.156+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Japan ~ Brazil -----&gt; 1-4&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OH MY HELL!!! GO GO GO BRAZIL!!!! The way they play is abso-effing-lutely BEAUTIFUL!!! THEY RULE!!! I love the way Ronaldinho passes the ball just before they score!! I'm telling ya folks, B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L!!! And then we have our other hero, Ronaldo!!! One word: Amazing!! And he scored twice!!!!! Robinho was cool too heehee =) Kaka bothered me though...today must've been one of his bad days...sigh. I wanted to see Carlos play but he didn't =( He was chilling on the floor hehe. Cicinho did pretty good too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I must say, Japan did play pretty good at the beginning, but they sure needed Miyamoto...but oh well. That Nakamura dude is cool though.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115101158312983229?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115101158312983229'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115101158312983229'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#115101158312983229' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115084856946728614</id><published>2006-06-21T02:06:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-06-21T02:09:29.476+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Enjoy mortals XD ------&gt; &lt;a href="http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/llama.php" target="_blank"&gt; &lt;u&gt;The llama song&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Pops up in a new window)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115084856946728614?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115084856946728614'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115084856946728614'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#115084856946728614' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115083877572992731</id><published>2006-06-20T23:22:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-06-20T23:26:15.780+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>England ~ Sweden 2-2&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;GO GO SWEDEN!!!!!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115083877572992731?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115083877572992731'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115083877572992731'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#115083877572992731' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115072601399027640</id><published>2006-06-19T16:01:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-06-19T16:06:54.023+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>HAAAAHAHAHAHAAHAH!!! LOOK AT THIS PIC I FOUND!!! Just look at that Sephiroth dude!! It's hilarious!!!! IT ROCKS!!! HAHAHAHAHAAAAA!!! Look at his eyes and nose...his expression...HAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/762/395/1600/sephiroth_Aeris.0.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/762/395/320/sephiroth_Aeris.0.jpg" border="0" alt="" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115072601399027640?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115072601399027640'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115072601399027640'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#115072601399027640' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115066446829146840</id><published>2006-06-18T22:59:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-06-18T23:01:08.303+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;center&gt;France ~ Korea Republic ------&gt; 1-1&lt;/center&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115066446829146840?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115066446829146840'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115066446829146840'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#115066446829146840' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115063183279129524</id><published>2006-06-18T12:39:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-06-19T13:50:54.543+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Yesterday me, Bobbo, Sandra and Liv went to Grona Lund (an amusement park) in Stockholm. It was AWESOME!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I woke up sometime before 8 am and was at the train station 8:57 am. Sandra had arrived first, a couple of minutes before me. So I went up to her and we waited for the rest of the girls to come. While waiting we made a bet. I thought Liv was gonna be 4 minutes late and Sandra thought 7 minutes. So we waited to see who's right. 2 minutes later Bobbo joined our little waiting group XD She thought Liv was gonna be 8 minutes late so we stood there waiting, again. The train was to arrive at 9:10 am, I think, and when it was 9:08 (give or take a minute) I called Liv, asking her where she was. Turns out she was already here, waiting for the train and us. You see, we stood by the doors to the station. Hahaha, stupid. Soon the train arrived and we were off to Stockholm. We didn't really do much during the ride there. Sandra had brought her deck of cards so we played and talked the whole way.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We had reached Stockholm sometime after 10 am. We decided to walk all the way to Grona Lund since it opened at 12 and we had a lot of time to waste. We walked a bit, and then decided to eat something but didn't really find any place we liked. So in the end we just bought ourselves a sandwich. When refreshed with new energy the walking journey continued. We had fun but what sucked was the weather, it was TO hot outside. The whole walk took us about an hour, since we stopped here and there, but we finally reached Grona Lund. The line wasn't that long because we were kind of early. They hadn't even opened yet. So once again we had to stand and wait, but this time with a hot, burning sun. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A while later it finally opened and we got in, though it took some time. We rode those funny and scary rides. There was this one, I think it was called Viking or something, that made me feel so sick I wanted to puke. So I had to drag the girls to the rest room. It felt like I ruined the day T_T I didn't throw up but I still felt sick, so I though I might be hungry or something. I bought myself something to eat and I felt better. Everyone else ate something to so we decided to take a break. 30 minutes later we had finished and were ready for more rides. We had to leave 5:20 pm and so we ended the day by riding the merry-go-round for kids XD It totally  rocks!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We took the ferry and then walked the rest of the way to station. We all looked really exhausted on the way home. Hahahaha what a funny sight. Time passed and the train stopped 8 o'clock. Bobbo offered to drive me home which was very sweet of her, but daddy picked me up because he was close to where I was. But thank you Bobbo =) I got home and took a nice, cold shower. I was sweaty and all. Bleeh. I ate dinner and then went to bed at 11 pm. What a day!! =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115063183279129524?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115063183279129524'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115063183279129524'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#115063183279129524' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115031089097628018</id><published>2006-06-14T20:46:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-06-14T20:50:26.030+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>The graduation cap:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i38.photobucket.com/albums/e146/ChemicalxDreams/grad_cap.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;NV3B is the name of my class&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115031089097628018?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115031089097628018'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115031089097628018'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#115031089097628018' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-115003233207227538</id><published>2006-06-11T13:08:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-06-18T23:52:59.850+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Good almost morning; the day after tomorrow (that movie's cool) aka the day of graduation. It was a fun day but it didn't feel like we were actually graduating. I was a bit excited that morning but when I got there it just felt like...a normal day with celebration? I didn't really think about it, but we're not gonna see each other anymore. Well, I'll see Bobbo but not the other folks in my class and school. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It didn't feel like we were splitting up after the whole thing yesterday. I thought I was gonna get a special feeling or something, but I didn't. Maybe it's because I won't miss most of them? I don't know. Anyway, our day started at 9 am. The girls were dressed in all white of course and the boys in tux. They all looked really great. Our class gathered at 8:45 am to meet before we were gonna take the class picture. Every class does that when they graduate. Our picture was supposed to be taken at 9 am sharp but we had to delay it a little because the two bitchy girls in our class were late. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And then we took like 100 pictures because most students in our oh-so-loving class refused to smile. My face went numb and all. The lady photographer told us to smile but noooo. A girl in another class told us to smile too, she was like "why aren't you smiling? You're graduating today" and things like that. Such a sad class we had. When we finished we could take single pictures if we wanted and at 11 am the whole "main" thing started. Students were singing, and people were holding the usual boring speeches, diplomas were given and then the thing we were waiting for came; our grades. One class after another got up on stage when called, and got their grades from their teachers. Then most of the classes "chanted" something and then turned their caps around. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As expected our class messed up. Some of us didn't say what we had agreed to say and the timing was wrong. Then it went quiet and we were like "okay..." and we went back to our seats. Some of my classmates didn't even turn their caps around. I laughed my ass off when one of the classes said their thing before turning the caps. They said "turn", turned the caps and then went back to their seats. HAHAHAHA. We weren't allowed to go out until all the relatives and friends were out, so there we stood, waiting for them to leave. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then, after a lot of screaming and pushing they finally opened the doors to let us out. It was almost slow-motion like in my eyes. All the students were like animals locked in a cage, doing whatever they can to get out. The only thing missing was the dramatic, freedom background music. I'm telling you, they're animals. Animals I say!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I saw my cousin before my mother and brother. I saw her as soon as I stepped out hehe. She gave me this awesome stuffed bee. It was so cute and her younger sister gave me a turtle or frog. It was cool. My father and older sister went to see my brother graduate. He goes to another school. And no, we're not twins, he's actually a year and a half younger than me, but he started school when he was 6. Anyway, I saw my picture among the crowd and knew my mother was there, so as I was just about to go to her my big brother came, camera in hand and all. We hugged and all and then I went to see my mother. She gave me roses and things from my other sibling and father and we took pictures and all. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then, just as I was about to go to our truck, this dude comes up and snaps pictures of me. I was like "wtf, who's this dude?" Just as I was about to say something this other dude comes up and starts asking me questions. A few seconds later I finally got it. He was a journalist and the other guy was the photographer. Hehe, slow or what? And it just had to be me, he talked to other students too so I hope he'll write about them in the papers. I don't wanna be there. Bleeeh. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I went to the truck when he finished asking me all those questions and saw some of my classmates. A few minutes later the Girlie-Gang came and I gave each of them a rose. Some of them was like "you shouldn't have" and "but we weren't gonna give anything to each other". Whatever. Okay, back to the truck thing. In Sweden we drive around town in a vehicle after the ceremony in school, screaming our lungs out and chant and laugh and have fun. Since our class is, well "special", someone had to ruin the fun. This dude from the Middle East threw a glass on the sidewalk near the school building (we were still on the truck) and this other Swedish guy told him something bout not doing it ion Sweden. Then they started arguing and Mr Sweden called him Turk and told him to go back to Turkey. Now, this Middle East guy is not a Turk and Mr Sweden knows that. He just wanted to be a racist I guess. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was actually kinda surprised cuz I've never heard him talk that way before. Jerk, I so wanted to punch him out. Anyway, we stopped the fight before it went physical and continued the journey around town. My skirt got dirty cuz some idiots in the trucks behind us threw water balloons on us and when they exploded on the floor it splashed. Suckers. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The weather was nice I guess bit kinda hot but the weird thing was that I didn't really get sweaty. My face was a bit sweaty by the end of the celebration but that was it. Weird much? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I absolutely love my brother's class's choice of vehicle. It was a train with tree cars. Awesome! I saw him for the first time since 8:30 that morning. First I took a few pictures with the gang and then I went to see my brother and took a few pictures with him and my family. Then I bought myself a nice, cold slushie flavoured Tropical Blue, mmm yummie. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don't know if I'll ever see some of the girl in the gang again. I know I'll see Bobbo but the others? I'll see Liv and Sandra in a week cuz they, Bobbo and I are going to Gröna Lund in Stockholm but after that? I'll just have to see how things turn out I guess.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-115003233207227538?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115003233207227538'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/115003233207227538'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#115003233207227538' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-114998277527178611</id><published>2006-06-10T23:38:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-06-11T01:41:38.816+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>WAAAAAAAAAAI!!!! I GRADUATED TODAY!!! Not gonna describe it now cuz I'm so veeeery tired and I wanna sleep&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-114998277527178611?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114998277527178611'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114998277527178611'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#114998277527178611' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-114987360809229664</id><published>2006-06-09T19:17:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-06-09T19:20:08.106+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>I'M GRADUATING TOMORROW!!!!!! IT'S SOOOOOO EFFING AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOO-HOOOOO!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!! FINALLY!!! AFTER SOOOO MANY YEARS!!!! VI SKA TA STUDENTEN FÖR VI SKA TA STUDENTEN FÖR VI SKA TA STUDEEEEENTEEEEN!!! FY FAN VA VI E BÄST!!!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-114987360809229664?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114987360809229664'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114987360809229664'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#114987360809229664' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-114953187830629952</id><published>2006-06-05T20:16:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-06-05T21:09:36.650+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>AAAHHH!!! Wanna bite someone right now. First the car was all bleeh on the way home from Sandrew, all smokey and stuff and now the Internet is all bleeeh. Yes bleeeh with 3 e!!! My mother was driving me home and when we saw that the car was overheated and the there was smoke coming out of it, she told me to get out quick just in case it would blow up or something. I got stuck in the seatbelt and then a brilliant thought popped into my head. I thought, why not play drama queen and throw myself out of the window while screaming "NOOOOO". That would've totally rocked. MWAAHAAHAHAHAHAH!!!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-114953187830629952?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114953187830629952'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114953187830629952'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#114953187830629952' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-114952891828237392</id><published>2006-06-04T23:52:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-06-05T20:10:37.313+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Talked to this girl I kind of know bout school and stuff. She had read my latest post and asked me if I hated my classmates. No, I don't hate them but I don't love them either. The gang is okay but I don't feel like I can really relate to them. Sure, we talk and joke around but that's it. It's all on the surface. Me and Bobbo used to be closer before but it feels like it's fading. Who's to be blamed? Well, I know I'm a part of the crime. I don't know...feels like everything's changed. I know we are very different, but that doesn't have to mean we can't be friends. Maybe we're not meant to "be"? Maybe we just need a break; to be away from each other for a while? I think I feel confused around her...don't know. It's something I can't put into words. It would be cool if we were closer, so why aren't we? I don't know. I have no answer to that question right now. I like her a lot, I really do but I just don't know how to work this out. I've also been kinda unfair to her, I know. I feel like I've shut her out of my little world. I didn't and don't really mean to do so, but still it happened and happens. I told her a while ago, I have a trust-issue. I don't trust other people easily and I have my reasons. And no I won't type them here. If somebody wants them they can take a number and wait for their turn XD. &lt;br /&gt;Anyway, now that I think bout it, we don't really know each other and neither one of us talk. Kind of stupid. We need to solve this before we graduate or this friendship is most likely lost. It'll fade away like summer and what we'll have left are frozen memories.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-114952891828237392?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114952891828237392'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114952891828237392'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#114952891828237392' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-114935811342306365</id><published>2006-06-03T20:07:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-06-03T20:41:51.973+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>7 days left till I graduate!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It'll be great to get away from everyone. There are so many people in this school with split personalities; they're worse than I thought. I see now who they really are. They wear this colored mask to deceive the shallow eye, but you can't fake and hide for eternity. We're humans and therefore not perfect. We'll slip whether we want to or not and that's when the truth will be seen. It's not just the students; it goes for the teachers too. Makes you wonder why the decided to be a teacher in the first place. I've had these teachers for almost 3 years now and some of them are...I don't know...not teachers? It feels like some of them don't want to help you to the end. It's sad. The whole thing is sad. Everything's so fake, even the school. Almost everyone that works there try to make it seem like it's &lt;strong&gt;the&lt;/strong&gt; perfect school when in reality it's not. They fool every person that visit it. They hide the truth, the real view under a blanket of stiff smiles, invisible walls and plastic decorations. It's sick. That's the reality I've seen, felt, smelled and heard for 3 years. Such a disgusting envirnoment.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-114935811342306365?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114935811342306365'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114935811342306365'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html#114935811342306365' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-114847421799944253</id><published>2006-05-24T14:34:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-05-24T14:39:01.223+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Heeehee have fun -------&gt; &lt;a href="http://www.reflexgame.com/"target="_blank"&gt;The Reflex Tester Game&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(It'll pop up in a new window)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-114847421799944253?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114847421799944253'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114847421799944253'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_05_01_archive.html#114847421799944253' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-114808337223853442</id><published>2006-05-20T01:42:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-05-20T02:02:52.250+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>YAAAY!!!! I found out that I'm gonna get the highest grade (called MVG in Sweden) in the English B and C courses!!! I sooo rule! &lt;br /&gt;And Denise brought her son, Julian, with her to school today. He's sooooo very cute!!! AWWW!! He was like staring at me and all. I think he likes to do that, it's like we're having this staring contest and somehow he always win. What can I do...? He has beautiful eyes...sigh. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Me sleepy so me go to bed now. Good night and may you have creepy dreams XD&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-114808337223853442?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114808337223853442'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114808337223853442'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_05_01_archive.html#114808337223853442' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-114760909698294985</id><published>2006-05-11T18:30:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-05-14T14:22:20.266+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Okay folks! If you have, like me, recieved an e-mail that goes something like this:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;From : grazers_sweepstake@virgilio.it&lt;br /&gt;Reply-To : grazers_sweepstake@virgilio.it&lt;br /&gt;Sent : Thursday, May 11, 2006 12:59 PM&lt;br /&gt;Subject : Grazers 123!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A.C.IÂ Headquarters&lt;br /&gt;Euro-Afro-Asian Sweepstake&lt;br /&gt;Award Department&lt;br /&gt;Madrid,&lt;br /&gt;Spain.&lt;br /&gt;Ref:ALI/309V/06&lt;br /&gt;Batch Number:09/W678/06&lt;br /&gt;11th May,2006&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We are pleased to announce to you the result of the Euro-Afro-Asian Sweepstake program held in Madrid.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your email address attached to ticket number 56714527/06 with the serial number AL234 and batch number 7888/06/ES and Reference number ES009345W drew the lucky number 31-6-26-13-35-7 which subsequently won in the 3rd category of this years program.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You have therefore been approved of the lump sum of one hundred and fifty thousand euros(150.000.00â‚¬)credited to security file number KPC/9118308/06.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For the immediate commencement of the release of your award to you,you are advised to make immediate contact with the claims manager with the below given contact details&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Name: Dr. Dennis Ricky&lt;br /&gt;Email:acculotto2006@netscape.net&lt;br /&gt;Tel: ++34 685 563 514&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You will be sent a claims verification form for the formalisation of the transfer of your award.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Note that participant were selected randomly from World Wide Web Site through computer draw system extracted from over 100,000 emails of individuals and companies. This program takes place annually.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For security reasons you are advised to keep your winning information confidential until your claim is processed and your award transferred to you. This is part of our security protocols to avoid double claiming and unwarranted abuse of this program by some unscrupulous elements.Please be warned.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To avoid unecessary delays and complications do quote your security file number in all correspondence.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We thank you for being a part of our promotional program and Congratulations from&lt;br /&gt;all members and staffs of our company.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yours faithfully,&lt;br /&gt;Mrs. Morgan&lt;br /&gt;Williams&lt;br /&gt;For Claims Manager &lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;DON'T BELIEVE IT!!!! Just delete the thing. Why you may ask? Why ignore it and miss the chance of getting 50 000 euros? BECAUSE IT'S A SCAM!! The winner is asked for large fees for "processing" the so called winning. In the process, bank account and credit card details are solicited which could be used for further compromise in the future.&lt;br /&gt;In other words, there isn't a &lt;strong&gt;Euro-Afro-Asian Sweepstake &lt;/strong&gt;lottery, so do &lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;NOT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; give out any of your personal or financial information.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Further information about this and other scam's can be found at these addresses:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.419legal.org/" target="blank"&gt;419Legal.org - Law Enforcement&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.crimes-of-persuasion.com/" target="blank"&gt;Crimies of Persuasion&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fraudwatchinternational.com./" target="blank"&gt;FraudWatch International&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.ripoffreport.com/" target="_blank"&gt;Rip-Off&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you're a good person you'll spread this info to people you know.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now on to other issues hehe XD It's 17 days left till the most wanted day this year!!!!! &lt;u&gt;THE&lt;/u&gt; Graduationday!!! Does that feel good or good???!!! Lemme tell ya, it ain't good nor good, it's AWESOME!!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-114760909698294985?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114760909698294985'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114760909698294985'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_05_01_archive.html#114760909698294985' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-114736762419928718</id><published>2006-05-02T15:13:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-05-14T14:17:02.766+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>HAPPY B-DAY BLOG!!! You are now 2 years old!!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-114736762419928718?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114736762419928718'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114736762419928718'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_05_01_archive.html#114736762419928718' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-114634462444062903</id><published>2006-04-29T22:37:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-04-29T23:03:44.456+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Denise brought her son to school yesterday. He was soooo beautiful and cute!!! He's 55 cm but he looks shorter, smaller. Anyway, when I saw him I just wanted to hug him but I didn't and I think it was better that way. I probably would've hurt him with my psycho-hug o.O I held his tiny hands!!! SO CUTE!! And then I helped Denise taking his hand and footprint on a piece of paper by painting them. AAWWW!!! I'm glad that there was at least one good moment this week. I'm absolutely sure I failed the physics B course. We had this exam a few days ago and well...I know I failed it. Me and physics don't fit. School still sucks but fortunately there's only like one month left and Bobbo thinks I worship Satan for some weird reason o.O I was like "noooo I worship God only" and she went "yeah right" (we were talking, or rather chatting on msn) and then she said something else and then signed out. Whatever, I don't care what everyone else thinks and believes about me. It's their problem whether they believe me or not. Like this one time in I think sixth grade. One of my classmates asked me if I was wearing mascara and I told her no. She didn't believe me and so there we stood, arguing about it. She told me to rub my eyes so she could see if I was telling the truth. I did it and there was nothing on my hands. Then she asked me if she could rub my eyes herself. I swear she's crazy.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;GRADUATION SOON BUT NOW I SHALL WATCH &lt;strong&gt;ICE AGE 2&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-114634462444062903?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114634462444062903'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114634462444062903'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_04_01_archive.html#114634462444062903' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-114436179752787586</id><published>2006-04-07T00:16:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-04-07T00:17:36.713+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#999999" align=center&gt;&lt;font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style='color:black; font-size: 14pt;'&gt;&lt;b&gt;Your Eyes Should Be Violet&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#CCCCCC"&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.blogthings.com/whatcolorshouldyoureyesbequiz/violet.jpg" height="100" width="100"&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;font color="#000000"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorshouldyoureyesbequiz/" target="_blank"&gt; What Color Should Your Eyes Be?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-114436179752787586?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114436179752787586'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114436179752787586'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_04_01_archive.html#114436179752787586' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-114392798394505273</id><published>2006-04-01T22:54:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-04-01T23:46:24.026+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>I can see how a lot of students at my school are falling apart. People are getting on each others nerves, arguing, fighting and hurting the other. The stress that was building up since the first day we started, almost three years ago, is killing us mentally. You just don't have the same amount of energy anymore. People seem to be more tired and irritated than happy. We should be happy since we'll graduate in about 2 months but that is often forgotten. I wonder what will happen after the day we leave this school for good, as students that is. Will we still keep in touch or will people forget? When we say friend, do we mean it or is it all just a game, a role to play in school? There are those who wear many faces, so which one is to be believed? You might keep in touch for a while, you know, see each other every weekend or something like that. Then it might only be phone calls, then letters or e-mails, and later on it might just be a simple sms that says "hi. How ya been?" You keep drifting away and then you'll just be a memory among the other ones. It has happened before and it'll happen again. Maybe not with everyone you "know" but most people you "know" will just fade away, out of your life like a teardrop in the deep blue world. How often do you find someone you can call a friend, a real friend, a friend that will last forever? It seems like it's more interesting to hurt, break and then throw away someone you'd hang out with, than fighting for your relation. We'd rather forget and let go then remember and keep it. I've thought about it...maybe the reason is that you don't want to get to attached, because sooner or later they'll be gone, and then what will you do?          &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This sucks so I'm gonna go and eat yummy lasagne now =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;PS. Be careful, Hannibal might be hiding in the corner behind you, waiting for the right moment to strike. You never know, your brain might be the next victim XD&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-114392798394505273?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114392798394505273'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114392798394505273'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_04_01_archive.html#114392798394505273' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-114374721848830449</id><published>2006-03-30T21:31:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2006-03-30T21:33:38.500+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;The anger and hatred is there&lt;br /&gt;Running up and down the escalators in your blood&lt;br /&gt;Reaching every floor in your body&lt;br /&gt;It'll infect your brain and when it reaches your heart&lt;br /&gt;The curtains will fall&lt;br /&gt;And Destruction will sweep over you&lt;br /&gt;The way The Angel of Death&lt;br /&gt;Will brush his wings over every mortal being  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-114374721848830449?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114374721848830449'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114374721848830449'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_03_01_archive.html#114374721848830449' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-114246644276955576</id><published>2006-03-16T00:46:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2006-03-16T00:47:22.770+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>ME TIRED! ME GO TO SLEEP NOW!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;GOOD NIGHT &amp;amp; SCARY DREAMS&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-114246644276955576?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114246644276955576'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114246644276955576'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_03_01_archive.html#114246644276955576' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-114090619981113750</id><published>2006-02-25T22:41:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2006-03-04T15:39:20.123+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Wow.....time really flies by. It's been one month and 5 days since my last post, and tomorrow's the last day of our midterm-break. I could really need more time away from school, but NOOOOOOO and as usual I do &lt;strong&gt;NOT&lt;/strong&gt;, I repeat do &lt;strong&gt;NOT&lt;/strong&gt; miss school. I'm glad though, that I'll graduate soon, and I'm even more glad that it's this term since there might be new laws for school. They want to grade sixth-graders and they want to change the laws so that if you ditch class, or the whole day, the school will report it to your parents &lt;strong&gt;and&lt;/strong&gt; it will somehow affect your grades! Bleh! The upcoming week will be hell; I have a biology test on Wednesday, physics test on Thursday and a religion test on Friday. Yeah I know, it sucks but it's not like I can get away from them or something, especially not the physics test. I hope I'll pass =) Gotta study my ass off tomorrow...*sigh*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Cause of Death:&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Trapped in a world of physics followed by eternal insasnity, leading to suicide.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/em&gt;So did I study on my free week away from school? The answer is: no, or not really. I did study a little today and yesterday, but like I said, only a little. I've been resting and playing Tekken 5 and Unreal Tournament on those few days of freedom. Tekken 5 is really cool. The characters look so real and the movie clips rule. I loved Heihachi's ending XD I'm telling ya people; that guy is funny. You can also play as Devil Jin which is sooo cool. I like the way they made him look; he looked like a mix of a dead human and a living devil. Very cool, yesh. I also watched Battle Royale again =) I LOOOOVE that movie and the second one. They rule!!! The story is so beautiful in a sad, tragic way. What more?.....oh yeah, daddy got me a pair of golden butterfly-earrings with amethyst wings. I absolutely love them. Thank you daddy =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That's all for now mortals so have a good night and sweet dreams full of fear XD&lt;br /&gt;*disappears in a poof of smoke and hairy pumkins*&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-114090619981113750?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114090619981113750'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/114090619981113750'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_02_01_archive.html#114090619981113750' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-113776970951084158</id><published>2006-01-20T15:27:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2006-01-29T13:58:44.666+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Whoa!!! It's been like a month since my last post!!! Why? Well, I've been kinda busy and lazy hehe ^^;; I really Really REALLY wanna graduate now. I can't take school much longer. It's so boring and bleeh and I have alot to do right now. I have to finish writing the essay-kinda thing for religion class which is due to Monday. I have to study for the biology exam on Tuesday, and then there's chemistry and microbiology and physics...*sigh*. I feel like hitting something. I really should get a punching bag. My big brother has one but the problem is that we don't have any free space to put it up. If we did, I would beat it up almost every day XD. And I'm kinda freezing my butt off right now. It's sooo cold here and it's snowing outside. It feels like it's colder in here than it is outside. Now, how is that possible? I'll tell you how; this house is WEIRD and CREEPY!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Denise' stomach is sooo round now!! AAAAWWWW!!! I wanna see the baby. It's like 2 months left till Denise Jr will grace this planet XD. I can't wait!!! Anyway...I swear some people are idiots!! Do they really think that when they whisper behind her back and point at her she won't notice??!!! It's so obvious!! Why not just ask her instead of talking behind her back? And it's not like they haven't seen a pregnant woman before....idiots.&lt;br /&gt;Now I shall be a good girl and try to finish the religion essay =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-113776970951084158?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113776970951084158'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113776970951084158'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2006_01_01_archive.html#113776970951084158' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-113483537308879690</id><published>2005-12-17T14:29:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-12-17T17:43:50.630+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Yesterday was awesome!! Denise and I had a red and purple paint-war during art class. It looked like we were wearing gloves XD. And then we made handprints on a roll of paper and then we taped it on the wall!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!&lt;br /&gt;And Bobbo gave us this cute little bag =) THAAAAAANK YOU BOBBO!!!! HAVE A GREAT TIME IN HK!!! AND DON'T FORGET THE X-MAS TREE!!!! XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have just one more exam left and then there ain't no more stupid school for like 3 weeks =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i21.photobucket.com/albums/b296/MysticalCat/mysticcat.jpg"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;Mystical Cat&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You have the soul and the heart of a warrior.You&lt;br&gt;value Truth/Honesty because it takes courage to&lt;br&gt;tell the truth sometimes. You are Brave, and&lt;br&gt;you never back down. As the Mystical cat, you&lt;br&gt;don't fight for no reason, only in what you&lt;br&gt;believe in. Within you eyes , all your emotions&lt;br&gt;show. That is truly where your heart lies.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;b&gt;Stone&lt;/b&gt;: Tiger Eye&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/StormingEmotions/quizzes/What%20is%20your%20Spirit%20Creature%20%3F(Mythical%20creatures%20Pics!!)/" target="Blank"&gt;What is your Spirit Creature ?(Mythical creatures Pics!!)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-2"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-113483537308879690?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113483537308879690'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113483537308879690'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_12_01_archive.html#113483537308879690' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-113430966565916495</id><published>2005-12-11T14:58:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-12-11T15:01:05.670+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>HAPPY B-DAY FUJIKO!!!!!! TIME HAS COME FOR US TO CHAINSAW THE WORLD!!!! LET THOSE 22 YEARS HAVE A MEANING!!! WEEEE!!!! AND THEN IT'S CAAAAAAKE!!!!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-113430966565916495?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113430966565916495'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113430966565916495'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_12_01_archive.html#113430966565916495' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-113425622891169061</id><published>2005-12-11T00:05:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-12-21T17:53:12.406+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;em&gt;Why can't we open up and tell them how we feel? Why is it a weakness to miss someone so much? You try so hard not to become too attached, for fear of getting hurt. I don't want to know what it feels like to have my heart broken and shattered into a million pieces. Why do we have this fear? I know there's no man walking this earth, with the power to heal such a wound. This love for the taste of our dreams mesmerizes my mind, hypnotizes my world with moving pictures and silent voices. All this to escape this ugly truth, to run away from the face of this reality that could scare &lt;strong&gt;the purest&lt;/strong&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why do we hide our emotions in a forgotten chest? Why can't I say "I love you" without folding my wings? We play "till death do us apart" but you lost the game. There could be no winner; it was all just a dream. &lt;strong&gt;Game over&lt;/strong&gt;. So why did you say "I do"? You gave a vow before God and your star and still we can't keep it alive. We make a wish and hope it'll give us a bed of rose petals. The sound of your lullaby flowing inside my ears and everything's alright.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Grab all your colors and paint them your truth. Show them how you feel and let it caress their skin. Let them know you'll light them a candle in this daily darkness. Make sure their eyes will spill tears for you and not &lt;strong&gt;because&lt;/strong&gt; of you. Tell them you'd drown yourself before them, if they asked you to. Whisper your spell at night and prove your love for them. A simple task for the one who holds the strength of &lt;strong&gt;The Brave&lt;/strong&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I know you can't hear it in my voice and you can't see it in my colors. My eyes are dull and my face won't reveal. But if this is my last breath, then I want you to know I really did feel. I inhaled the view of your face and locked it inside my castle. I loved you so much, I could smell the scent of my soul's envy. Despite this all, I promise you I did think of you. Not once did you escape my mind. I promise you this, I swear.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was a sin, a big sorrowful sin, but time has come for you to clean your sheets. You have shed your final tear and broken the last heart. Grasp your dream and tell them all. Let this night be our last mistake.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If this is my ending, then I want you to know I saw you in my dreams. If this is my beginning, then I want you to hear me speak my tale. I'll unlock my chest and let them all out for you to seize. Tomorrow I'm twenty and then I'm old. Tomorrow I'm one step closer and then I'm gone. So if this shall be my ending, then I hope and I pray, you know all those things I could not say.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-113425622891169061?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113425622891169061'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113425622891169061'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_12_01_archive.html#113425622891169061' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-113397859916416965</id><published>2005-12-07T19:02:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-12-07T19:03:19.176+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>14 days left till X-mas holiday!!!!!! =D&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-113397859916416965?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113397859916416965'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113397859916416965'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_12_01_archive.html#113397859916416965' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-113363858577044206</id><published>2005-12-03T17:53:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-12-03T21:30:03.506+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Yesterday was &lt;strong&gt;The&lt;/strong&gt; moment of moments! The final fight between the last Idol competitors: Sebastian Karlsson and Agnes Carlsson. And who won? Agnes!!! BLEEEEEHHHHH!!! Sebastian should've won but NOOOOOOO!! They had to vote for the "cute" angel-girl Agnes!!! Makes you wanna punch something!!! Anyway... 17 more days till X-mas holiday and 3 exams left I think...*sigh* It feels like we have tooo many things to do in just 2 weeks. I have ecology, math, chemistry, swedish and english. I'm sure there's even more than those... I hope next term won't be like this. BLEH! I can't believe I'll graduate in like 1 term!!! And that's like... AWESOME!!! WEEE!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sebastian Karlsson:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/762/395/1600/Sebastian.1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/762/395/320/Sebastian.1.jpg" border="0" alt="" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/762/395/1600/Sebbe-finale.1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/762/395/320/Sebbe-finale.1.jpg" border="0" alt="" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Agnes Carlsson:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/762/395/1600/Agnes.1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/762/395/320/Agnes.1.jpg" border="0" alt="" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/762/395/1600/Agnes-finale.1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/762/395/320/Agnes-finale.1.jpg" border="0" alt="" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The pix on the right is what they looked like this Friday &lt;br /&gt;(December 02 2005). His hat is cool. It fits him =)&lt;br /&gt;One of the songs they had to sing was the winner song (or whatever you call it) "&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;Right here, Right now&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;" (written by Jorgen Elofsson), which the winner (Agnes) will release next week, just like last year's Idol (2004).  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img alt="HASH(0x8c3d130)" src="http://images.quizilla.com/L/LadyAqua/1094417849_quizbandit.jpg" width="470" border="0" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Bandit...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You were either a pirate, a theif or outlaw in a past life. You love adventure and living life on the edge. Some think you're crazy because of your love for danger! You're bad but at the same time, you care about your friends. You have an attitude, and stay cool during heated situations. You represent the wreckless.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/LadyAqua/quizzes/What%20was%20your%20job%20in%20a%20past%20life?"&gt;What was your job in a past life? (LOTS of results &amp;amp; Anime Pics)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:-2;"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-113363858577044206?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113363858577044206'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113363858577044206'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_12_01_archive.html#113363858577044206' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-113295282251776077</id><published>2005-11-25T22:06:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-12-21T17:54:09.526+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;em&gt;Every day and night your mind thinks about it; life. You, unaware of it, just keep on doing what you always do. Remember though, you can't run forever. Time has to stop so we'll be able to know that life really was ticking away. You have to take a peek and feel the fear in order to know what courage really is. Sometimes an arm must break before we realize we could reach out. Once in a while you have to lose your glove before you'll know everything was in the palm of your hand. This is how we know everything that was.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You never really know what life is, until you die. You have to end it to know there was a beginning. You must let darkness embrace you to know there was a light. You have to break down and fall just once, to know if you have the strength to carry on. We don't know what life is. We say we love each other, but you can never know what love is until you hate. You have to lose that someone to know if you would miss them. That's how it is, this phenomenon we mortals call life. The only way to deal with it is to lose it all. That's how we'll know we really had something at the beginning.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Everything is taken for granted, and when it's all gone, we won't even notice. Sometimes you just have to give and sacrifice, cry and scream, so there'll be something to take. If we don't have anything to take we'll be nothing more than an empty box, and if you open it there won't be any jewels. Every other day we have to lock the door and then throw the key away, to be able to know we had freedom. Nobody really gave it a thought; what it means to be free. Our assumption was our mistake. Sometimes you just have to be quiet and think. That's how we'll be able to find a piece of the only truth.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just die one thousand times and once again, and you'll know what it was to be living one single time. Suffocate and then drown and you'll know what it was like to breathe and inhale.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The truth is hidden, deep within the walls of our mind. You just have to seize it and then face it. That's the only way for you to know what life really is about.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-113295282251776077?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113295282251776077'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113295282251776077'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_11_01_archive.html#113295282251776077' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-113268062200102386</id><published>2005-11-22T17:46:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-11-22T19:24:04.396+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>CONGRATS BOBBO!!!! SHE PASSED THE THEORY TEST IN DRIVING!!! I'm really happy for her =) It would be sooo AWESOME if we could do halkan together (dunno what it's called, you know this slippery thingie you have to pass before the driving test)... I'd like to do that. I hope I can do the theory test next month, cuz I really need to get my driver's licence before I graduate high school. I'll be off to college next year so I won't have any time for this. So far I've found two things that I like. The first one is to become a speech therapist. Psychology and inguistics are some of the courses you get to study. It sounds really interesting. The second one is medicine &amp; IT things. Me and my big sis were thinking bout studying together, and that means we're both going to the same college (called Karolinksa Institutet, in Stockholm), if we both choose this medicine &amp; IT program.    &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm soooo tired. Last night I went to sleep at 2 am, and woke up at 7:12 am. I almost fell asleep during the last lesson; history. But then I suddenly "woke" up. How? Well, my mom called me and my ringsignal was a rock song hehe ^^;;&lt;br /&gt;Everyone was like zzzzzz and then O_O HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!! Especially Becka and Liv mwahahahahaha. &lt;br /&gt;And I met a friend of mine today, I haven't seen her in a while...like almost a year. And she's pregnant!!!!! I saw those pix of the kid. So CUTE!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now I shall be a good girl and study boring physics....*sigh* I have a physics-exam on Friday and as usuall I understand nada! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Cause of death: &lt;em&gt;Physics&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-113268062200102386?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113268062200102386'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113268062200102386'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_11_01_archive.html#113268062200102386' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-113242234230030278</id><published>2005-11-19T18:40:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-11-19T19:32:36.983+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>IT'S SNOWING!!!!!! YAAAAY!!!! SNOW!!!! I LUV WINTER!!! AND I LUV SNOW!!!! IT'S THIS YEAR'S FIRST SNOW!!!! WOO-HOO!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/T/T1000/1067026215_enSkeleton.JPG" border="0" alt="scscsc"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Well, shatter-bones, you seem like a joker. Playing&lt;br&gt;pranks is funny to you of course. You like to&lt;br&gt;fool around with others and be, well, annoying.&lt;br&gt;Haha. Egg-throwing and smashing windows on&lt;br&gt;Halloween must be entertaining. If you're&lt;br&gt;having fun, then good for you. Just don't take&lt;br&gt;it too far or get caught. Happy Halloween,&lt;br&gt;Mr./Ms. Funny Bones.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/T1000/quizzes/What%20Halloween%20Figure%20Are%20You%3F%20(MANY%20RESULTS%20WITH%20SIX%20ALL%20NEW%20ONES!!)/"target="_blank"&gt; What Halloween Figure Are You? (MANY RESULTS WITH SIX ALL NEW ONES!!)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-2"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-113242234230030278?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113242234230030278'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113242234230030278'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_11_01_archive.html#113242234230030278' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-113234050554713019</id><published>2005-11-18T18:35:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-11-18T20:01:45.680+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>HAPPY B-DAY BOBBO!!!!!! SHE'S FINALLY 18!!!! now we can steal things together without feeling any guilt XD and that's like AWESOME mwahahahah XD I told Bobbo she couldn't open her present till 18:32 and 23 sec mwahahahahaha XD I know.....I rule =D And we had this CAE (Advanced English) fake-test today, so we would know what the real exam would be like. One word, DAMN!!!! I couldn't concentrate, and I was tired and the whole exam sucked cotton-shrimps!! Bleeh! 7 h and 20 min for nothing. Oh well, now I at least know what to expect. One thing I don't get is why it have to cost so much. The price is 1600 kr but we get to pay 800 because our school pays half of it. I guess it's worth it, but still...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I feel soooooo sorry for our goldfish. Our other fishes ate its eye!!! So now it's an one-eyed goldfish!!! And the poor fishie, called Moon is all alone because the other goldfish, Sun, was killed by those killer-fishes. And our other fish, a balck one (my fav) also died. Why I don't know. Anyway, I wanna buy sharks, you know those tiny ones. They are soooo cool. And I wanna get seahorses, a turtle and jellyfishes!! I will get those once I get my one place cuz my mommy doesn't really fancy animals. But one day I WILL have those....MWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAA&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-113234050554713019?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113234050554713019'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113234050554713019'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_11_01_archive.html#113234050554713019' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-113114866463879093</id><published>2005-11-05T00:54:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-12-07T18:50:51.866+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>We're all so afraid of being forgotten, so very afraid to just become another face among the crowd. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;It's the fear of dying and fading away to suddenly cease to exist&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;. The feeling of Nothing's cold hand grasping your heart with all its power and might. All life will one day flow out of you just like a river seeking its way out of a maze. Nobody wants to be just another stranger walking the streets of this world. We need you to tell us that you know, that you can see us. You have to convince us we are no ghosts who are simply passed by everyday, without a second glance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We're all so very scared of Death, the inevitable. Can you hear it? It's a promise we cannot escape and it shall come for you and me. One day, it's a promise. Why must we all work so hard to be &lt;em&gt;there&lt;/em&gt;? Memories might remain but it won't matter in the end. Death will catch up and we all know there's no escape. We dream and drift away to that place, that somewhere where we belong. Yes, we call it home but time won't ever stop for you or me. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;It's the fear of never catching up to create that sign, to mark us&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;. I know, we all want to be remembered, to be &lt;em&gt;The One&lt;/em&gt;. So we cry and we scream and we fight just to be there. To be seen, I know. Come here and feed us the attention we need. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;It's the fear that's blinding us and blocking the view of the only truth&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I see, they are there, carved so very beautifully in books of golden pages. Our comfort, proof of once being alive, right there among the crowd of strangers. I was there and you know it. You saw and you heard and you felt, we all know. The mind can be fooled but time will make us forget. We will forget it all, day by day. We rise and we fall and we're all afraid to look at the torn pages of our books. We wish we could be seen and carve their minds so we won't forget. We all wish. We wish to know who we are. We wish for them to know, just one last time before the circle is closed. Yes, we would like that, to reach the top and never lose our might. We know little one, we all crave for it, the need. Haste, haste, haste, you must find yourself a name. We don't want to be ignored, no never. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;It's the fear of knowing no one would miss you or care&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;. Of course, we said it just the other day; I need it more than you do.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There is no time for the lost and forgotten ones because we need to be seen. We need to feel it, just once. We both know it, broken wings cannot be fixed. Yes, Time told us, we hear it everyday. The voices inside our heads. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;It's the fear of eternal silence&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;. I know, we need the voices to find the lost key. It's out there somewhere. Find it or be forgotten. We don't want to be alone and forgotten, no we never want to be that. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;It's the fear of going through a journey without being noticed&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;. We want to freeze time and seal our handprints so we can remind them, we really did exist. We walked this earth once, a long time ago. Our memories must be saved quickly because the curtains will fall before we can say good-bye. You must hurry up now for you cannot stop the inevitable. Yes, it will find you, it's a promise.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-113114866463879093?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113114866463879093'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113114866463879093'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_11_01_archive.html#113114866463879093' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-113033505294929871</id><published>2005-10-26T15:41:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-10-26T16:42:34.156+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>I'm sooooo very tired!! I've been studying for this ecology-exam I had today. I thought it was on thursday but noooooo they changed the date!!! So I had to study like AAAAAAALOT last night and today from like 8 am to 12 am but I did pretty good today =) Yea I know I rock XD My biology teacher said I looked distant, as if I was in my own little world and that I always look that way =S right...whatever.... Just 2 more days and then we have our mid-term break!!! No school for 10 days woo-hoo!!! &lt;br /&gt;okii gotta go and study so I can play Resident Evil: Code Veronica later. That game's AWESOME!!! It's so scary I can't play it on my own. I have to have someone sitting next to me hehe XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img width="280" height="200" src="http://images.quizilla.com/L/LA/LAD/LadyTigerEyes/1129934741_falconeyes.jpg" border="0" alt="falconeyes"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;b&gt;FALCON EYES&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;You have Falcon Eyes!&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;b&gt;Positive Traits:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br&gt; Adventurous,&lt;br&gt;Brave, Creative, Kind, Loving&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;b&gt;Negative Traits: &lt;br&gt;&lt;/b&gt; Apathetic, Carefree, Indifferent,&lt;br&gt;Distant, Withdrawn&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/LadyTigerEyes/quizzes/Your%20eyes%20are%20the%20windows%20to%20your%20soul.%20What%20type%20of%20eyes%20do%20you%20have%3F/"&gt; Your eyes are the windows to your soul. What type of eyes do you have?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-2"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-113033505294929871?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113033505294929871'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/113033505294929871'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_10_01_archive.html#113033505294929871' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112971016545423962</id><published>2005-10-19T09:58:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-10-27T17:42:38.926+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;table&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan="2" align="center"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;About Me Personality Quiz&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;What is your name?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Chaos Doll &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;How old are you?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;1000 minus 982 loooong years&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;When is your Birthday?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;In the beginning of the year &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;What is your zodiac sign?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Aquarius &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Where were you born?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;In a hospital &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Where do you live now?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;In a house &lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;What color eyes do you have?:&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;It starts with a &lt;strong&gt;g&lt;/strong&gt; and ends with &lt;strong&gt;reen&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;What color hair do you have?:&lt;/font &gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Who said I had any hair?? XD &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;How tall are you?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;1570 mm &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies):&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;More than both of your parents TOGETHER &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;What is your race?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Human duuuh!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;What is your worst fear?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Lightning/thunder, insects, spiders and dogs&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you smoke?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Nope &lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you drink?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Drink what?? Water? Course I do. You can't survive without it&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you cuss?:&lt;/font"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Sometimes XD&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you use drugs?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Yea, they're called poprocks&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Have you ever or will you ever steal?:&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Hun, I steal things all the time XD&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;I guess. Advice: Trust and depend on yourself&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you play in a band or play an instrument?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Yea we're called "The Biggest Sin" and the members are: me, Saddam Hussein, Hitler, Kofi Annan and Jack the Ripper &lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Earrings and a tattoo my brother gave me when he bit me&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Hmmm....tough.... Saddam Hussein, Peter Kurten, Elisabeth Countess Bathory (she's cool) or Lucian Staniak (The Red Spider) maybe &lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you suffer from depression disorder?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;........ &lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Drown in a puddle of pop &lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Have you ever tried to commit suicide?:&lt;/font"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Oh yea, I almost killed myself when I was making muffins. You know those electric mixers or blenders or whatever they're called?, Anyways I almost mixed my brain with it...hehe. Those blenders are kinda dangerous&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;HAAAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!! YES!!&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;What subculture do you belong too?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt; &lt;font color="black"&gt;Uuuhhh....my own XD &lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Are you evil?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Oh yes!! Can't you feel it? &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you believe that you can be possesed?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Yup. One word: Satan&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Are you a paranoid person?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Nope. What do you think I am?? A drama queen??!!&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;No I Rock and you all suck XD &lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Hmmm....dunno&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Are you a violent person?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Ahahahahhahaha not really &lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you take your anger out on other people?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Sometimes I guess&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you blame other people for your mistakes?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Might have done that a few times &lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;What is your favorite game?: &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Final Fantasy VII and twister XD &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;What is your favorite movie?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;The Lord of The Rings and Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Who is your favorite band?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;There are toooo many &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;What is your favorite song?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Tooo many &lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;What kind of books and/or magazines do you read?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Horror etc&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;What is your favorite color?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Purple, black and yellow &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;What is your favorite food?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Real food not plastic = eatable such as chicken &lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;What is your favorite drink?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Pop and Festis&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you own a pair of converse?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Nope but I have a converse bag &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you own a pair of dickies?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;No &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Maybe... &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Are you a virgin?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Yup. And I'm PROUD of it!!&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Are you kinky?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;You wanna know?? XD&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you like biting?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;not really&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you masturbate?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;NO&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you watch pornography?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;NOOOOO!! I have a life you know&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Not yet XD &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Eeehhh no&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Are you hyper active person?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;MAYBE HEEHEE..... OKAY SOMETIMES &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Are you religious?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Uh-huh. I soooo believe in God. One God and one God ONLY!!&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you have any self inflicted scars?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;I don't think so &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Does pain turn you on?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Mwahahahahaha yeaaaa soooo hot XD &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you stand for originality and creativity?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;OF COURSE!!&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you like meeting new people?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;YES!! &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;What do you like most about life?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Hmm.... &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;What do you dislike most about life?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Stupid leecher-retards and cowards who don't stand up for what they believe in&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you believe in love at first fright?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Oooohhhhh yes XD &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Have you ever pierced a body part yourself?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;No I could never do that. I'd be toooo scared &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Have you ever had to beg for dinner money?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Ahahahahaha....no&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you own a car?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Not yet &lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Have you been to jail, yet?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;No...or it depends on what kinda jail you mean &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Are your clothes held together with safety pins?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;No they're held together by threads&lt;/font&gt;  &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;No I have scars from my brother &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Have you ever vomit while making out?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Eeewww no &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Have you held a job for less than a day?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Nope&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Do you own more than two pair of jeans?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;I don't think so....but you never know what's in my wardrobe &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;Ahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaa yea &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;NO&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;No....wait, what job?? &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;Does the world piss you off?:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;YES! it's so f*cked up &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan="2"align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.bzoink.com/S3792/About_Me_Personality_Quiz.html" title="About Me Personality Quiz"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Take this survey&lt;/a&gt; &lt;font color="black"&gt;You've been totally &lt;a href="http://www.bzoink.com"&gt;Bzoink*d&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112971016545423962?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112971016545423962'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112971016545423962'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_10_01_archive.html#112971016545423962' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112955862928496049</id><published>2005-10-17T16:00:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-10-17T16:19:52.343+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>I feel like hitting something. This gayish guy in my class was sitting behind me and talking during almost the whole lesson. The guy thinks he's japanese!!! And his voice!!!! It's like TORTURE!!! I soooo wanted to hit that stupid wanna-be. I always hear him everywhere in school calling for this other guy in my class, called Amir; "Amiro-kun!!!" or "Amiro nii-chan!!" GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!! BLEEEH!! GAY GAY GAY GAY!! He's the type of person you just wanna shut up you know, by punching him or something. Something I didn't know, which I found out today was that Bobbo doesn't like him either. MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm soooo looking forward to our holiday which is in like 2 weeks. We have 3 exams before though...sigh. AND Sandrew's b-day is coming up. Don't know what I should get her. Maybe a book because she likes to read so....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gotta go and study for this chemistry-exam I have on friday&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112955862928496049?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112955862928496049'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112955862928496049'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_10_01_archive.html#112955862928496049' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112947323893958347</id><published>2005-10-16T16:33:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-10-16T20:27:41.153+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;img alt="Rikku" src="http://images.quizilla.com/T/TI/TIG/TigStripe/1129447077_Rikku.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Congratulations, you're Rikku. Generally speaking, you're of a rather chipper sort, ready to spread the love and friendship. That, however, is only one side of you. You are, in fact, a very deep person who thinks for themselves and does not follow the in-crowd, falling into trends like everyone else. You encourage others to do the same and are confused when they seemingly ignore your advice. Because of your upbeat attitude, you are both a refreshing person to be around and an annoying brat who can't keep their mouth shut at the worst of times.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/TigStripe/quizzes/Final%20Fantasy%20X%20-%20Personality%20Test/"&gt;Final Fantasy X - Personality Test&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10;"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112947323893958347?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112947323893958347'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112947323893958347'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_10_01_archive.html#112947323893958347' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112915086358990013</id><published>2005-10-12T20:22:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-11-18T22:24:09.476+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;Suicide&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The first ray of light kissed her once peacefully sleeping face. Slowly she opened her eyes to once again face the cruel reality of this world. Today though, was no different than any other day. Dressed in black she walked to school, eyes fixed on the ground before her and no expression on her pale face. No one knew what was hiding behind the windows of her very soul. Little did they know that depression and sorrow was eating away at that soul each and every day. Little by little until there would be none left. Everyday was a struggle and she was dying, still they didn't know. Silence was what was surrounding her, it was there with every step she took. Just like a shadow. &lt;em&gt;Why am I doing this?&lt;/em&gt; She snapped out of her thoughts as she reached her class. Taking her seat at the back of the room she was once again lost in her own world. &lt;em&gt;Take me away from here&lt;/em&gt;. Reaching inside her bag she pulled out her note book and continued drawing what she had started just the other day. One of her ways of escaping reality. As the bell rang, signalling it was time for lunch, she had finished her piece of art; a bleeding angel with a broken wing. &lt;em&gt;Please set me free&lt;/em&gt;. She didn't move, but waited for all of the students to pile out of the room. While she had been gathering her things the room had become empty and she was left with the company of silence. It was okay though, seeing as she enjoyed it. She liked it when everything was peaceful and quiet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Her feet led her to the place she always went to during lunch; the tree that, with its pride, stood by itself a little bit away from its surroundings. Sitting down, she pulled out her book again and started drawing a new picture from within. Eat she did not, her need for that source of energy ceased days ago. She was losing the fight and the battle was reaching its end. &lt;em&gt;What's there to breathe for?&lt;/em&gt; No one asked her why because no one really cared. It was okay though, for she would not stay for too long. Today was the day. Today the struggle would cease and all the pain would go away. &lt;em&gt;Yes please&lt;/em&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She unlocked her door and walked to the room to become one of the dead. &lt;em&gt;Free spirit break through&lt;/em&gt;. On her bed her secret was safe. Hidden under her pillow was her sweet crystal-sharp blade. Waiting it was, to fulfill its task. &lt;em&gt;Don't worry I'll set you free&lt;/em&gt;. Rejected she was for eighteen long years but time has come to end all pain. Wearing her best dress she prepared to cover her floor in crimson rain. &lt;em&gt;Spread your wings and prepare to fly&lt;/em&gt;. On her mirror she wrote her pain; "&lt;strong&gt;I'm sorry, I'm gone, I hope you pray&lt;/strong&gt;". She grabbed the knife and watched it for hours. She was waiting for the right time to come, her white dress glowing in the pale moonlight. &lt;em&gt;This is it, I'm coming to stay&lt;/em&gt;. She cut her wrists and closed her eyes. Within a couple of minutes her dress would be covered in blood and all would be gone. She was losing her color and the last tear was shed but really, it was okay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc0000;"&gt;WRITTEN BY ME!! YOU STEAL YOU DIE!!!! it's that simple ^_~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112915086358990013?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112915086358990013'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112915086358990013'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_10_01_archive.html#112915086358990013' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112880601688190710</id><published>2005-10-08T22:13:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-10-08T23:22:07.130+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today was The day!!! &lt;span style="color:#cc0000;"&gt;SHE GOT MARRIED&lt;/span&gt;!!!! DENISE GOT MARRIED!!! And she was soooo pretty!! AAAWWWWW!!! And her dress was beauiful, and she and her man looked so cute together. The girls looked cool too (Bobbo, A.K, Becka, Sandrew and Liv). Liv was wearing a skirt for the first time since we started high school. It looked great =D And Bobbo looked awesome!! There was this adorable little girl who had just learned how to walk. She was so cute!! Everytime she fell I thought she would cry, but she didn't. Instead she started crawling and it looked so AAWWWW!! I think her name was Becka. She came to us and started to giggle and making those cute sounds. Hehe before I left I hugged Denise, said "have fun tonight", winked at her and then left XD She was like "hahahaha" and I was like XD mwahahahahahaha. Anyway, I hope they'll have a great life together filled with happiness and luv =D I sooo wanna see their kid!! Yup, she's pregnant. Wonder if it'll be a girl of a boy hmm...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112880601688190710?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112880601688190710'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112880601688190710'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_10_01_archive.html#112880601688190710' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112844496025048640</id><published>2005-10-04T18:38:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-10-04T18:58:58.130+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>HAPPY B-DAY ATOBE BUCHOU!!!!!! "&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Go, go, go Atobe It's your birthday, We gon' party like it's yo birthday We gon' sip Bacardi like it's yo birthday&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;" XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.geocities.com/thousand_fears/atobe.JPG" /&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(btw, the song is called "In Da Club" by &lt;span style="color:#3333ff;"&gt;50 cent.&lt;/span&gt; The &lt;span style="color:#660000;"&gt;ONLY&lt;/span&gt; thing I changed is where it says Atobe)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112844496025048640?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112844496025048640'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112844496025048640'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_10_01_archive.html#112844496025048640' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112812507361984296</id><published>2005-10-01T01:47:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-10-01T02:05:39.056+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>AAAAWWWWWWW!!!! Our girl Denise is getting &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;married&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; next Saturday!! (October 8 2005) Wonder what it'll be like... Well, at least something good's gonna happen that week. I mean, next week's gonna be HELL!!! We have this physics-test and lots of homework and it sucks!! I wanna have more art-lessons. I only have it once a week and that's not enough, you know. I mean, it's the only subject I like and enjoy, I love it but NOOOOO they probably think it's a waste of time, so they made it an one-hour lesson. Jerks... hmmmmmm what more...oh yea hehe I gotta go to sleep. I'm gonna meet up with some friends tomorrow, or later today that is. Why? Well, there's something we need to do =) So good-night and scary dreams XD&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112812507361984296?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112812507361984296'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112812507361984296'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_10_01_archive.html#112812507361984296' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112773292626060938</id><published>2005-09-26T13:07:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-09-26T13:12:51.063+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/K/Kereokacola/1057996899_uresbowser.PNG" border="0" alt="Bowser"&gt;&lt;br&gt;You are most like Bowser!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/Kereokacola/quizzes/Which%20'Mario%20themed'%20character%20are%20you%3F/"&gt; Which 'Mario themed' character are you?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-2"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/A/Ayane/1041015617_qr_ayane01.JPG" border="0" alt="Ayane"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Ayane&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/Ayane/quizzes/Dead%20or%20Alive%20Female%20Quiz/"&gt; Dead or Alive Female Quiz&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-2"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112773292626060938?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112773292626060938'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112773292626060938'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_09_01_archive.html#112773292626060938' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112765640226158511</id><published>2005-09-25T15:52:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-09-29T18:58:51.413+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>weeeee!!!! today's Kirihara Akaya's b-day!!!! (from The Prince of Tennis; Rikkaidai) just look at this pic!!! it's soooo......AAAAHHHH!!! *glomp*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.geocities.com/thousand_fears/kirihara.jpg"&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112765640226158511?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112765640226158511'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112765640226158511'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_09_01_archive.html#112765640226158511' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112752269431912067</id><published>2005-09-24T02:19:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-09-24T03:36:21.126+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Two days ago (thursday) me and bobbo were gonna fix our stand thingie or whatever they're called, for our project-wall (or something). Anyway, it was AWESOME!!!! The thing is that we didn't exactly know how to put everything together at the beginning. I was like, "well this can't be that difficult, I mean, when daddy bought me my new bed, I was the one who put all the parts together". So, we started with the first piece (there are 3 stands), and screwed up. So i said "ok lets put this one away for now and finish it later". We did that and started with the second one and...........SCREWED UP AGAIN!! KEEEEEEKEKEKEKEKEKEKEKEKE. So we put that one away too and started with the third one and it was a......SUCCESS!!! Bobbo you're so....intelligent XD Whoopsie, forgot to mention one IMPORTANT detail heh. In order to put together all the pipes, or whatever they are, we had to like hammer them. The thing is we didn't have a hammer, and the room we were in was very small and full of water-filled jars containing disgusting animals and organs of God knows what. Since I'm such a genius I used this HUGE spade (?) that I found in the room, as a hammer XD I think the whole school heard us mwahahaha. And then I dropped the stand and almost smashed all the jars. Wonder what all the biology teacher would've done and said if I did. Hmm.... and when we put the wrong pipes together we had to pull them out. So Bobbo and I was joking and saying stuff like "PUUUUUSH" and "I CAN SEE THE HEAD!!!" and "IT'S A BOY!!!" MWAAHAHAHA DAMN THAT WAS FUNNY!!! And when we fixed the last one Bobbo took the killer-spade and hammered the pipes like a maniac XD She looked like a murderer heehee (&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;HEY YUNIE; MUUUURDEREEEER XD MWAHAHAHA&lt;/span&gt;). We finished our project the same day!!! AWESOME!! Unfortunately everything goes back to normal on monday morning, you know lessons and all...bleeh. The good thing is that I won't be taking any chemistry lessons anymore. And I won't have to see that non-chilling teacher that much. I'm telling ya that woman is a nutcase and she's creepy.&lt;br /&gt;I think I'm tired so I should go to my tomb and sleep... or something xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One more thing before I shall leave. Look at my AWESOME figures:&lt;br /&gt;(go to &lt;a href="http://planearium.de/flash/sp-studio.swf"&gt;http://planearium.de/flash/sp-studio.swf&lt;/a&gt; to make your own!)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/762/395/1600/SP3.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/762/395/320/SP3.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/762/395/1600/SP11.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/762/395/320/SP11.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/762/395/1600/SP21.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/762/395/320/SP21.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112752269431912067?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112752269431912067'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112752269431912067'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_09_01_archive.html#112752269431912067' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112679384069319291</id><published>2005-09-15T15:51:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-09-15T16:19:48.583+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>today i decided to do this thing for our (bobbo and i) project. I'm gonna try to NOT sleep for 2 days, and then see how well my brain will work hehe. it's gonna be a LOOOONG night with LOTS of coffee XD when i woke up today had had slept bout 7 hours. i woke up at 7 am. hehe i'll probably be feeling like shit after tomorrow XD wonder if i'll be able to stay awake... well well, we'll just have to wait and see mwahahahahaha. and i wonder what i'll look like tomorrow when i go to school. one word: DRUGGED!! me and bobbo finished our project today!!! our wallpaper or whatever they're called was neon-red. DAMN MY EYES!!! but it was sooo cool!! our i'm-a-brilliant-teacher-with-an-iq-of-minus-400 teacher got us that color and white. we told him NOT to buy white-colored papers. BUT NOOOOOO!! he bought 20!!!!&lt;br /&gt;hmm....what more... i think that's it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i gotta go cuz i'm gonna watch &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Final Fantasy VII - Advent Children now&lt;/span&gt;!! WOOHOOOO!!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112679384069319291?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112679384069319291'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112679384069319291'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_09_01_archive.html#112679384069319291' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112670283362845079</id><published>2005-09-14T14:45:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-09-14T15:00:33.633+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>here i am, sitting in school and bored 2 the bone. I'm waiting for my "sweet" cousin XD 2 come. and my ass hurt, from sitting all day!! maybe i should take a walk or somethin... and bobbo and i might finish our project tomorrow =D WOOHOOO!! we don't have much left 2 do. and then we can chill next week and do nothin. i can play games all day 4 a whole week!!!! gonna install Doom 3 and Unreal hehe. they're kinda cool. my brother's says i won't be able 2 play doom 3 cuz it's 2 scary 4 me. i'll "shit my pants" as my brother said. hehe that'll probably happen...but who cares XD.&lt;br /&gt;that's all 4 now. gotta go and take a walk cuz my ass reeeeeeeeeally hurt&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112670283362845079?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112670283362845079'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112670283362845079'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_09_01_archive.html#112670283362845079' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112621162149342383</id><published>2005-09-08T22:14:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-09-08T22:33:41.496+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>it's been 4 days since we started our project, and bobbo and i r almost finished mwahahaha!!!! we soo rule XD talk bout being hard-workin. but that's kinda great, cuz we can chill out the last week and just relax. we decided 2 include a survey in our project so went for a student-hunt 2day XD it was kinda fun. bobbo and i was like pick him??? ...nope, he doesn't fit keeekekeke and 2morrow we're gonna go after the younger ones XD. and today i wanted 2 kill Gunilla, the spanish/english teacher. she's sooooo...AAAAHHH!!! i sooo wanna graduate and get away from here. high school kinda sux. but hey, atleast it's better than junior high =D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;watched Idol 2day! GOD!!! some ppl really and i mean REALLY can't sing. and then when the jury tell them they can't sing they go all "sing better if u can" and things like that. HELLU!!!!! the jury aren't suppose 2 sing. their job is 2 find a good singer. DUUH!!!! hehe Idol is like watchin a comedy-show. i mean, i almost laugh the whole time XD. as i said....some ppl. &lt;br /&gt;time 2 go 2 bed ^_^ night and i hope u'll have scary, horrible dreams ^_~  WE NEED ACTION PPL!!! ACTION!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112621162149342383?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112621162149342383'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112621162149342383'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_09_01_archive.html#112621162149342383' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112575855790133237</id><published>2005-09-03T16:18:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-09-03T16:50:08.206+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;img height="340" width="280" src="http://images.quizilla.com/E/evilkittiebobo/1124768798_adasswhite.jpg" border="0" alt="white quiz punk"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Punk has your name written all over it in spray&lt;br&gt;paint! You are a rebel and slightly immature&lt;br&gt;person who is trying to find their own&lt;br&gt;individual-ness in this world. You don't always&lt;br&gt;do what your told and sometimes you do&lt;br&gt;everything you can to defy it. You can get very&lt;br&gt;political about things and don't take any shit&lt;br&gt;from anyone if you can help it. You're the type&lt;br&gt;of person who speaks out loudly for their&lt;br&gt;beliefs and doesn't care what anyone has to say&lt;br&gt;about it. As open you are to new things you can&lt;br&gt;be a little closed minded to things that&lt;br&gt;channel authority or go against your own&lt;br&gt;beliefs. The system is something you are afraid&lt;br&gt;to become part of. You don't want to be&lt;br&gt;anything like your parents. You are a leader&lt;br&gt;type who can get wrapped up easily in the chaos&lt;br&gt;you wish to endure. You are sociable and can&lt;br&gt;have many friends, but you go through them like&lt;br&gt;tissues. You get in trouble easily and can get&lt;br&gt;pulled under, but you have a spirit that can't&lt;br&gt;be defined in words or numbers. You are just&lt;br&gt;wild and wish to be free.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/evilkittiebobo/quizzes/Which%20White%20Angel%20are%20You%3F%20(pics%20included)/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;Which White Angel are You? (pics included)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/E/emelissy34/1125675861_cturesbart.jpg" border="0" alt="el barto"&gt;&lt;br&gt;You're Bart Simpson! You're the oldest child and&lt;br&gt;love to raise hell! Your low attention span&lt;br&gt;also means you're very dumb, and you cause&lt;br&gt;others to follow your same ways once you&lt;br&gt;influence them. You like to make fun of the&lt;br&gt;teachers while you are at it. Good for you! The&lt;br&gt;world needs a little more rebellion here and&lt;br&gt;there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/emelissy34/quizzes/What%20Simpsons%20character%20are%20you%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What Simpsons character are you?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112575855790133237?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112575855790133237'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112575855790133237'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_09_01_archive.html#112575855790133237' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112569348415483201</id><published>2005-09-02T22:15:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-09-02T22:43:54.773+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>finally weekend!!! is sch boring or boring?? BORING!!! and next week our 3-week project starts. me and bobbo's project's bout sleep. &lt;br /&gt;ooooooohhh!!!!! bout a week ago (i think) one of my friends told me she was pregnant. first i was like O.O and then, what? and then, really? and then, 4 real? and then, ur kiddin right? and then, u sure? and alot more and then i was like o.O and then, AAAAAWWWWWW I WANNA HOLD IT!!! and i took those awesome crazy pix of bobbo, sandrew and me. i have this thing i call "Today's pic" and they make those funny/creepy,weird faces, like a photoalbum XD. MWAAAHAHAHAHAHA bobbo should make The Grudge III MWAAHAHAHAHAHA she's the perfect fit XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we watched this funny film during history class, bout soccer. HAHAHAHA it was awesome. there's this dude who says the WC game, 1958, in soccer (in sweden) between sweden and brazil never existed. HAAAHAHAHAHAH!!! and then there was this old man who threw his shoe on the camera-guy and said "go 2 hell". HAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA!!!! and they were pissed in brazil when they heard bout this cuz the won that game. XD awesome. just AWESOME!&lt;br /&gt;now i shall disappear in a poof of smoke for i shall go and eat. i'm kinda hungry so *POOOOOOOF"&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112569348415483201?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112569348415483201'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112569348415483201'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_09_01_archive.html#112569348415483201' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112430216125866850</id><published>2005-08-17T19:24:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-08-19T19:41:05.903+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>so 2day was my first day at school after a way TOOOOO short summer vacation....sigh and so my journey to Hell have started. and i finish like between 3-3:45 pm EVERYDAY!!! THIS SUX!!!! AND SCHOOL SUX!!! the only good thing is that i got the upper locker mwahahahahaha!!!!! i &lt;strong&gt;ALWAYS&lt;/strong&gt; get the upper one. Lady luck is sooo on my side ^_~ and this dude in my class FINALLY cut his hair!!! it soo didn't look good before. it was 2 long bleeh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so this is how my day's will be:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Monday:&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;english, chemistry, physics and biology&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Tuesday:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;swedish, english, chemistry and ecology&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Wednesday:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;biology, history and ecology&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Thursday:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;english (extra), history, ecology and swedish&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Friday:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;physics, art and english (extra)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Teachers this term:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;Maria, Thomas, Lars, Ingegerd, Karin, Brenda, Kurt, Lars &amp;amp; Kristina (i think that's her name)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(i don't take all classes like spanish and stuff so that's free periods for me kekekekeke)&lt;br /&gt;see??!!! now u know y i think it's boring and that this SUX!! it feels like i'm takin the same classes everyday. like i'm doin the same thing all the time.&lt;br /&gt;and fujiko's a bruten strut!! XD MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! NI E ALLA BRUTNA STRUTAR!!!&lt;br /&gt;i think i'm gonna team up with bobbo 4 this 3-week project we have. and the project'll be bout sleep. it'll be nice to have 3 lesson-less weeks heehee =) what more....A.K took her driving licence yesterday. CONGRATS A.K!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Todays Quote:&lt;br /&gt;"&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;You can die at any time, but it takes true courage to live&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;// Kenshin Himura (Rurouni Kenshin)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112430216125866850?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112430216125866850'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112430216125866850'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_08_01_archive.html#112430216125866850' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112397557938208988</id><published>2005-08-14T01:23:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-08-14T01:31:21.440+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/C/chigusa/1059691367_izkiriyama.gif" border="0" alt="Kiriyama"&gt;&lt;br&gt;You are &lt;B&gt;Kazuo Kiriyama&lt;/B&gt; You are a badass as well. The only time you even&lt;br&gt;utter a sound in the movie is when you kill&lt;br&gt;Yukiko and Kusaka. You have the highest body&lt;br&gt;count out of everyone. You are so cool, you&lt;br&gt;heartless bastard, and all the fangirls love&lt;br&gt;you.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/chigusa/quizzes/Which%20Battle%20Royale%20Student%20Are%20you%3F/"target="blank"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;Which Battle Royale Student Are you?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112397557938208988?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112397557938208988'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112397557938208988'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_08_01_archive.html#112397557938208988' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112317966191327653</id><published>2005-08-04T19:22:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-08-04T21:15:55.526+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color:#330099;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#660000;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#330099;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:verdana;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;You waste your time&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;For what I wonder&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Nothing really matters&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Because in the End you're all Alone&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Then what will you do&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;When that voice in your head&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Tells you it's all gone&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;You created this reality&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Now you can't escape&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Speak your mind&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Show your feelings&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;But it doesn't matter&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Because you'll be all Alone&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;You'll stand alone&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;For there's no one out there&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Who will save you from yourself&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Your screams of agony will be unheard&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;And you can't escape&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Now tell me&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Where will you go&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;When all you feel is fear&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;No wave will wash it all away&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Because you are all Alone&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;And there's no escape&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;All Alone no matter where you look&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;As if you're lost in the Great Desert&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;With no one in sight&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Rejected, Lost and Alone&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;This is the reality&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Listen to that voice inside your head&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Scream all you want&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;But remember&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Your cries for help will be unheard&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;You can't cry this reality away&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;You keep running away&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Because you know they're watching you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;But where will you go&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Now that you're all Alone&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Did It not warn you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Now you must face this in fear&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;You're afraid but can't escape&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Now tell me little one&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;How long will you last&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Before you'll break down and Fall&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#6600cc;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#3333ff;"&gt;(WRITTEN BY ME!!! STEAL IT AND I WILL HAUNT YOU DOWN AND PUT SOOO MANY CURSES ON YOU, AND TRUST ME, YOU'LL REGRET YOU &lt;strong&gt;EVER&lt;/strong&gt; TRIED TO S.T.E.A.L IT!!) ^_~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112317966191327653?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112317966191327653'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112317966191327653'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_08_01_archive.html#112317966191327653' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-112223357050590756</id><published>2005-07-24T20:44:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-07-24T22:40:17.193+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>whoa!!! it's been like forever since my last post hehe.... been kinda busy and lazy XD. so what's been goin on in my life since june? hmm..... alot and nothin (if that's possible) and sch's up in less than a month...bleeeeh! SOOO not lookin forward 2 that. sch=study=exams=boring=CRAP!! and then there's those f*cked up ppl there, where more than half of em r false, shallow jerks. alot of them calls themselfs ur friend...psssshhhh yea right. they're only classmates nothin else. i've seen the way u all look at me, the way u talk 2 me and the way u r around me. i actually wasted my time tryin to be ur friend but u know what, i don't care anymore. i know u laugh at me, that u look down on me. well...no more. i'm gonna do things &lt;span style="color:#3333ff;"&gt;MY&lt;/span&gt; way!! if u feel offended then that's &lt;span style="color:#3333ff;"&gt;UR&lt;/span&gt; problem not mine!! i'm so damn tired of all of em!!! i'm not gonna take shit from no one, teacher or student i don't give a shit!! call me a bitch, stuck-up jerk, mean whatever. i don't care!! i'm just gonna concentrate on gettin good grades. nothin else matters. i just wanna get out of that rathole they call sch.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ok enough pms:ing kekekeke. i just found out something bout one of my biggest fears lightning/thunder. this fear of mine is called &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Astraphobia and is an abnormal fear of lightning and thunder. It is also known as Brontophobia, Ceraunophobia, or Tonitrophobia, and is especially common in young children. Symptoms (similar for all other extreme phobias) include panic attack - difficulty in breathing, rapid heartbeat, sweaty palms &amp;amp; nausea.&lt;/span&gt; my symptoms r &lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;difficulty in breathing, rapid heartbeat, some sort of panic attacks and sometimes nausea&lt;/span&gt;, &lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;and i start shivering so much it hurts&lt;/span&gt;. and i thought i was the only one with these symptoms. i'm glad i ain't the only one heehee.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm gonna change my layout again cuz this one's not workin, the tagboard that is. somethin's wrong with it so...yea... it's just that i can't really find one that i like and that's actually workin =S maybe i should use an old one but the things is i want a new one...&lt;br /&gt;i'm readin this GR8 book called TickTock by Dean Koontz. &lt;span style="color:#990000;"&gt;I LUUUV THA RAG DOLL!!! WE SHALL ALL BOW B4 U MASTER DOLL WHEN U BECOME THE RULER OF THIS WORLD AND FEAR, CHAOS AND DESTRUCTION SHALL FILL EVERY STREET, TOWN AND HOME!!!! MWaAAAAHAAHAHAAHAHH!!!! XD AND AS UR SERVENT I SHALL MAKE U A WHOLE ARMY OF VODOO-DOLLS!!!!! AND THEY WILL ALL KISS THE VERY GROUND UR WALKIN ON!!! KEEEEEKEKEKEKEKEKEKEKE&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today's Quote:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them&lt;/em&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;// Walt Disney&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-112223357050590756?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112223357050590756'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/112223357050590756'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_07_01_archive.html#112223357050590756' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-111868305750863205</id><published>2005-06-13T19:12:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-06-13T19:17:51.546+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;table cellspacing="0" align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;td style="font: bolder small-caps 14pt Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif; color: black; text-transform: capitalize; word-spacing: .3em; text-align: center; background: #bce9ff; border-style: double; border-color: gray; padding: 5px; width=" 350"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your Birthdate: January 23&lt;/td&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;td style=" font: small-caps small-caps 12pt Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif; color: black; text-transform: none; text-align: left; background: #e2f5ff; border-style: double; border-color: gray; padding: 5px; width="350"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With a birthday on the 23rd of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your mind is quick, clever and analytical. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Very sociable, you make friends easily and you are an excellent traveling companion.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/"&gt;What Does Your Birth Date Mean?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-111868305750863205?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111868305750863205'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111868305750863205'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_06_01_archive.html#111868305750863205' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-111849018451905140</id><published>2005-06-11T13:16:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-07-26T20:30:35.023+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>weeeee finally summer vacation!!!! no sch 4 bout 2 months!!!!! awesome or AWESOME? it's AWESOME!!! and i'm goin 2 holland with my mom!!!!!! AWESOME!!!! stupid studenter, those seniors who graduated 2day. they came 2 our classroom and "1 MORE YEAR TJALAAAALALALALA 1 MORE YEAR!!!!!!" and so on. but it's not really botherin me cuz next year it's our turn 2 do that KEEEKEKEKEKEKKE!!!! i can't believe we're seniors next term....wow&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it felt gr8 talkin bout this person with bobbo yesterday. i, again, thought i was the only one thinkin and feelin this way bout this person. but nope, bobbo thought so 2 =D awesome bobbo XD so 2day, gonna call this person "jellyworm" came with those stupid comments AGAIN!!! i mean like, y do have a bag? whatcha gonna do with it? or r u wearin a ring? it's so STUPID!!!! what kinda question is that?!! like once jellyworm asked me that kinda question and i said "yea and so???" bleeeeh!!&lt;br /&gt;anyway, gonna miss bobbo BIG TIME!! T_T hope we can do somethin together this summer =D oh and now i have ALOT of time to spend on my blog. gonna change the layout cuz the taggie ain't workin. but i want it to look like this one....well i just gotta keep lookin =D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table border cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" width="290" align="center" border="1" style="color:black;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle" bg style="color:#66ccff;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: blackfont-family:Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif;" &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;You Are 5% Left Brained, 95% Right Brained&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bg style="color:#ffffff;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blogthings.com/rightorleftbrainedquiz/"&gt;Are You Right or Left Brained?&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-111849018451905140?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111849018451905140'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111849018451905140'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_06_01_archive.html#111849018451905140' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-111677665887395861</id><published>2005-05-22T17:14:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-05-22T17:44:18.876+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>I BOUGHT THE TEDDY!!!!! WEEEEEEE!!!! it's so soooooft. makes u wanna hug it all the time. the same day i watched my cousin's musical and it SUCKED!! well, some parts were funny like those bimbos and the cow mwahahaha XD but the rest....bleeh!!! and the girls couldn't even sing. i'm not suprised though cuz it's the same every year. and earlier that day we had that D exam. then i saw the last page i was like AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!! O.O my thoughts were "what's this?? i don't understand anything of this!" bleeeh...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-111677665887395861?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111677665887395861'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111677665887395861'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_05_01_archive.html#111677665887395861' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-111641289598275325</id><published>2005-05-18T12:26:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-05-22T17:13:45.953+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>yup the queen is back and i have bout.....40 minutes b4 english class. sooo boring with a boring teacher. he's soo slow. 2day has been a good day though. been chillin all day. i was thinkin bout goin downtown later and buy this mega-kawaii teddy bear. it's white and soft, kinda fluffy. I LUV IT AND I WANT IT!! but my dear mother says i shouldn't buy it cuz it's 2 expensive or somethin. and that i'm 2 old 2 be buyin stuff like that. she even called me childish bleeh! but i really want it. it has this brown bow round it's neck, so cute. i wan't it. but i feel like, should i buy it or not....??? i think the price was 159 kr or somethin. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i thought the math D exam was 2morrow. turns out it's on friday kekeke. it will take bout 4 hours...yea right. as if i would sit there for 4 hours kekekekekke. but the best part is that we don't have any lessons after that. WEEEE!!! so that means i can go home when i'm done. it will probably take me 1 hour maybe 90 minutes. or maybe, MAYBE 2 hours. well, GOOD LUCK PPL!! hope all of us will pass.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-111641289598275325?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111641289598275325'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111641289598275325'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_05_01_archive.html#111641289598275325' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-111634213407072178</id><published>2005-05-17T16:46:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-07-26T20:33:15.680+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>mwahahahahahahaha this is funny, isn't it fujiko?? XD (Initial D in case u didn't know)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;Livin' la Vida Tofu&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#3333ff;"&gt;by: Takin aka Supaa Saiyajin Trinity&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;My son has no ambition&lt;br /&gt;When he drives the Eight-Six&lt;br /&gt;It has a great transmission&lt;br /&gt;And he performs some astounding tricks&lt;br /&gt;Me, I'm a car technician&lt;br /&gt;Who sells tofu, smokes all night&lt;br /&gt;I mourn my ill position,&lt;br /&gt;Hate it with all my might&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I should be out a-drifting&lt;br /&gt;Despite the wind and the rain&lt;br /&gt;Instead I live this tofu life&lt;br /&gt;My disgust I can not feign&lt;br /&gt;I feel another migraine&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In my corner shop&lt;br /&gt;I'm livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;Goddamn, I hate this glop&lt;br /&gt;Livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;Yes, Bunta is my name&lt;br /&gt;And this is the hell that I go through&lt;br /&gt;I wish I could stop&lt;br /&gt;Livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;I'm livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Woke up my son this morning&lt;br /&gt;Just barely half-past four&lt;br /&gt;I know he thinks&lt;br /&gt;Driving is boring&lt;br /&gt;But still I load tofu through the door&lt;br /&gt;I sell it cause I hate it&lt;br /&gt;Although it's no use to complain&lt;br /&gt;Once I had a taste of it&lt;br /&gt;I never was the same&lt;br /&gt;Yeah, I nearly went insane&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In my corner shop&lt;br /&gt;I'm livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;Goddamn, I hate this glop&lt;br /&gt;Livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;Yes, Bunta is my name&lt;br /&gt;And this is the hell that I go through&lt;br /&gt;I wish I could stop&lt;br /&gt;Livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;I'm livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I should be out a-drifting&lt;br /&gt;Despite the wind and the rain&lt;br /&gt;Instead I live this tofu life&lt;br /&gt;And it just drives me insane&lt;br /&gt;Do I really have to explain?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In my corner shop&lt;br /&gt;I'm livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;Goddamn, I hate this glop&lt;br /&gt;Livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;Yes, Bunta is my name&lt;br /&gt;And this is the hell that I go through&lt;br /&gt;I wish I could stop&lt;br /&gt;Livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;Livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;Livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;Livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In my corner shop&lt;br /&gt;I'm livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;Goddamn, I hate this glop&lt;br /&gt;Livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;Yes, Bunta is my name&lt;br /&gt;And this is the hell that I go through&lt;br /&gt;I wish I could stop&lt;br /&gt;Livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;Livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;Livin' la vida tofu&lt;br /&gt;Livin' &lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img width="300" src="http://images.quizilla.com/W/WakaKaminari/1073807278_tosintense.jpg" border="0" alt="You're a Intense Kisser"&gt;&lt;br&gt;You have an intense kiss! You and your partner&lt;br&gt;connect when you kiss and you forget about the&lt;br&gt;rest of the world. Hey, call me!!! ^_~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/WakaKaminari/quizzes/What%20anime%20kiss%20are%20you%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What anime kiss are you?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/B/BlueKat/1061143130_tReiterWar.jpg" border="0" alt="The horseman of War!"&gt;&lt;br&gt;The horseman of War! "When He opened the&lt;br&gt;second seal, I heard the second living creature&lt;br&gt;say, "Come!" And out came another&lt;br&gt;horse, bright red; its rider was permitted to&lt;br&gt;take peace from the earth, so that men should&lt;br&gt;slay one another; and he was given a great&lt;br&gt;sword." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/BlueKat/quizzes/Which%20one%20of%20the%20four%20horsemen%20of%20the%20apocalypse%20do%20you%20represent%3F%20(%20now%20with%20pics%20%5E.~)/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;Which one of the four horsemen of the apocalypse do you represent? ( now with pics ^.~)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/D/dmbwallflower/1034992525_asyXarikku.gif" border="0" alt=""&gt;&lt;br&gt;Rikku - You are very enthusiastic about being with&lt;br&gt;friends and family. You can always cheer people&lt;br&gt;up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/dmbwallflower/quizzes/What%20Final%20Fantasy%20X%20Character%20Are%20You%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What Final Fantasy X Character Are You?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-111634213407072178?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111634213407072178'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111634213407072178'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_05_01_archive.html#111634213407072178' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-111610693014354009</id><published>2005-05-14T22:24:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-08-01T13:41:53.140+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>watched &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;White Chicks&lt;/span&gt; (AGAIN) with my sister and cousin. THAT MOVIE IS AWESOME!!!! sooooo funny and i luv it. some1 had written bout it in a magazine and they gave it a 5 out of 10!!!!!! STUPID PPL!!! BORING OR WHAT??!!!! they're probably party-poopers bleeeh!! i'm tellin u guys u GOTTA see it. u won't regret it. mwahahahahahahahahaha Brittany Wilson (fake) "how bout we listen 2 some music?" "&lt;em&gt;makin my way downtown, walkin fast faces pass and I'm homebound&lt;/em&gt;" (&lt;span style="color:#006600;"&gt;Vanessa Carlton "1000 miles&lt;/span&gt;) Letrell "what tha...how'd u know? I love this song!" MWAAAAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i wanna change my layout but u can't find a good one. i want it to be kinda....different...different but cool. but my biggest problem is that i ain't got the time. i'm so busy with sch and all. guess i'll fix this problem when sch's over. btw sch will soon be over YAAAAAAAY! summer vacation in less then a month =D but can i relax?? NOOOOO!!! i still have those killer-exams left bleeh!! i sure dunno how i'm gonna pass the chemistry exam. when i see what we gotta study for the exam i only see letters and numbers. nothin else. so tell me ppl, how am i gonna pass it??!! yea it sux, i know. and sch sux 2. 1 good thing though, is that we won't be havin any math-lessons next week. not next week not ever that is 4 us who won't be takin the E course like all those SUCKERS!!! XD wonder how denny's havin it in germany... 1 week away from sch...that's like awesome. lucky her. she's prabably havin a gr8 time there while we're rottin here MWAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA we're sooo cursed XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today's Quote:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;Hold fast to dreams, for if dreams die, life is a broken winged bird that cannot fly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;// Langston Hughes&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-111610693014354009?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111610693014354009'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111610693014354009'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_05_01_archive.html#111610693014354009' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-111505616345375857</id><published>2005-05-02T19:17:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-09-08T22:13:58.396+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>WOOOHOOOOO!!!!! MY BLOG IS NOW 1 YEAR OLD!!!!!!! I SOOO ROCK!!!! KEKEKEKEKEKE!!!&lt;br /&gt;anyway....  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I had this AWESOME teacher during swedish class 2day (our teacher was ill or somethin) U SOOOOOO ROCK MARGARETA!!!! U ROCK ROCK ROCK AND ROCK!!!! i actually paid attention 2 what the teacher was sayin, 4 the first time in my life (when it comes 2 swedish class) AWESOME!! and the best part was when she was gonna write on the board, but there were no pens there (u know these pen-things u write with on the whiteboard). so we told her 2 get 1 from another teacher or "the teacher room" or whatever it's called and she said "meh! dit orkar ju inte ja go" which means something like "meh! well i don't have the energy to go there (in a lazy way)" MWAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA!!!! and they say teenagers r lazy!! yea right!! but as i said, this teacher is great!!! wish she could be our teacher instead of the one we have(Shacham or somethin. dunno how u spell it). but still, she's kinda ok, but i like margareta better. U GO OLD LADY!!! hehe turns out she used 2 teach my big bro and my big sis kekekekeke.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;blaaah i have this math-test 2morrow, hope i'll pass. I HAVE 2 PASS!!! and next week we have a physics-test. and the week after that it's probably chemistry and then maths again, and then this car thing. BLEEEEEH!!!! i should go, gotta study so i can pass this stupid test. i just wanna graduate and leave those poopie-subjects!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today's Quote:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;Man becomes man only by his intelligence, but he is man only by his heart.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;// Henri Frederic&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh and 1 more thing b4 i leave:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="color:#663366;"&gt;ou Know You're Addicted to Internet When...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You kiss you girlfriend's home page.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your bookmarks list takes 15 minutes to scroll from top to bottom.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your eyeglasses have a web site burned into them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You find yourself brainstorming for new subjects to Google.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You refuse to go to a vacation spot with no electricity and no phone lines.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You finally do take that vacation, but only after buying a cellular modem and a laptop.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You spend half of the plane trip with your laptop on your lap.... and your kid in the overhead compartment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your dreams are in HTML.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You find yourself typing "com" after every period when using a word processor.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You turn your computer off and get this awful epmty feeling, like you just pulled the plug of your loved one.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You refer to going to the bathroom as downloading.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You start introducing yourself as "Jim at I-I-Net dot net dot au"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your heart races faster and beats irredgularly each time you see a new WWW site address printed on the TV, even though you've never had heart problems before.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You step out of the room and realize that your roomates have moved and you don't have any idea when it happened.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You turn up the volume read loud when leaving the room so you can hear if anyone IM's you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You wife drapes a blond wig over the monitor to remind you of what she looks like.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All of your friends have an @ in their names.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Looking at a pageful of someone else's links, you notice that you've been to all of them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your dog has its own webpage.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You believe nothing looks sexier than a man in boxer shorts illuminated by a 17" LCD Flat-Panel Monitor.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You check your mail. It says "no new messages." So you check it again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You code your homework in HTML and give your intsructor the URL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You don't know what sex your three of your closeset friends are, because they have nuetral screennames and you never bothered to ask.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You name your children Google, Friendster and Blogger&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You miss more than five meals a week downloading the latest MP3's off Kazaa Lite.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You start looking for hot HTML addresses in public restrooms.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You wake up at 3 a.m. to go to the bathroom and stop and check your e-mail on the way back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your virtual girlfriend finds a new sweetheart with a larger bandwidth.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You buy a Captain Kirk Chair with a built in keyboard and mouse.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your wife makes a new rule: "The computer can not come to bed"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The last hottie you picked up was only a jpeg.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You put a pillow case over your laptop so your lover doesn't see it while youre pretending to catch your breath.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You ask a plumber how much it would cost you to replace the chair in front of your computer with a toilet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You forget what year it is.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You start tilting your head sideways to smile.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You ask a doctor to implant a terrabyte in your brain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your sweetie says communication is important in a marriage...so you buy another computer and network them together so that you can IM each other anytime.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As your car crashes through the guardrail on a mountain road, your first instinct is to search for the "back" button.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All of your friends have an @ in their names.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You start using smileys in your snail mail&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You bring a bag lunch to the computer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You have withdrawals if you are away from the computer for more than a few hours.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You take a speed reading course to keep up with the scrolling.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You type faster than you think.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You double click your TV remote.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You can now type over 70 WPM.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You check your e-mail and forget you have real mail.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You go into withdrawals during dinner.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You rank your friends by the amount of bandwith they have.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You have "Googled" all your friends to try to find out anything interesteing that they are not telling you and you can use against them later.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You message someone via IM when they are less than 20 feet away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The sound of the keys clicking turns you on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You have more browsers than friends in the real world.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You actually say I-M-O and A-T-M to real friends rather than 'in my opinion' and 'at the moment'. And they give you strange looks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You run four chat programs all at once... Yahoo Messenger, ICQ, AIM and MSN&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You sign off and your screen says you were on for 3 days and 45 minutes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You purchase a vanity car license plate with your screen name on it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You say "he he he he" or "heh heh heh" instead of laughing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You talk on the phone with the same person you are sending an instant message to.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You get up in the morning and go online before getting your coffee.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your teacher or boss recommends a drug test for the blood shot eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The letters have come off your keyboard from excessive use.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You order pizza online - because you can't be bothered to call.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You say "SCROLL UP" when someone asks what it was you said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You look at an annoying person off line and wish that you had your ignore button handy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You enter a room and get greeted by 25 people with {{{hugs}}} and ** kisses**.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You're on the phone and say BRB.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The last movie you've seen was on your Quicktime player.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to the internet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;MWAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAAHAHHAAHAH!!!!! THAT'S AWESOME!!! MWAHHAHAHAHA XD and now I SHALL LEAVE U FOOLISH MORTALS!!! XD&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-111505616345375857?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111505616345375857'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111505616345375857'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_05_01_archive.html#111505616345375857' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-111471925999579079</id><published>2005-04-28T21:28:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-07-24T22:32:25.996+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i soooo hate sch!!!!!! there's like 1 month and 1 week left b4 summer vacation and do u think they go easy on us?? NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! they only give us like 1000000 homework and alot of exams!!!!! i swear they wanna kill us. denny went 2 the dentist b4 lunch and never came back. wonder y hmm..... lucky her 2 miss the swedish lesson. i sooooo do NOT like em. 1 word: BORING! like 2day, i almost fell asleep while watchin this film bout swedish writers in sweden a long time ago. so i turned my mp3 on and let the music BLAST in my ears. YEAH!! stupid boring swedish lesson...sigh. oh and during that lesson there was this thing the teacher was goin through and then there was this awesome word svella. HAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAAA i was soooo lmao!!! (i know u don't spell it that way but it doesn't work the other way) so i told bobbo and she thought it was funny 2 hahahahahaha. such a funny word =D hmmm.....wonder how it went 4 bobbo 2day. she was gonna perform 2day (piano). hope u did GREAT bobbo =D&lt;br /&gt;oh and &lt;span style="color:#cc0000;"&gt;polarbear&lt;/span&gt; is like sooooo in. and not just any polarbear, the one and only from Lost (u know that awesome tv-series) that bear is like soooo coool. U ROCK POLAR!!! UR AWESOME!!! MWAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA XD U SHALL TAKE AND RULE OVER THE WORLD AND I SHALL OBEY U MASTER POLARBEAR!!! MWAAAAAAAAAAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAAAA XD AND ANYONE WHO STANDS IN UR WAY SHALL BE MUSHED!!!! MAY THE FORCE BE WITH U MR POLAR!! now, lets go and find the polar-army and make em ready 2 strike XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today's Quote:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#3333ff;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;Poetry is when an emotion has found its thought and the thought has found words.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;// Robert Frost&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img height="350" alt="control" src="http://images.quizilla.com/M/meduckie/1072556305_qloudanime.jpg" width="340" border="0" target="blank" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;your weapon is your own mouth and quick thinking,&lt;br /&gt;you can convince anyone to do whatever you want&lt;br /&gt;by asking them with sound effects, facial&lt;br /&gt;expressions, and even humor, you are in control&lt;br /&gt;and are great at sorting out&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/meduckie/quizzes/What%20is%20your%20weapon?"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:-1;"&gt;What is your weapon? with anime pics ! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:-3;"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-111471925999579079?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111471925999579079'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111471925999579079'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_04_01_archive.html#111471925999579079' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-111428054193128629</id><published>2005-04-23T19:44:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-07-24T22:33:15.456+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>HAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA!!! THIS IS AWESOME!!!! SOOOOO FUNNY!!!!! roflmao READ:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#009900;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;You Know You're Addicted to Video Games When...&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc0000;"&gt;Your wife tells you that you are, and you two kids; Mario, and Sonic; agree with her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Whenever something bad happens you reach for the pause button.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You can microwave and eat a pizza pop using only your feet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You've spent so much time playing Tony Hawk Pro Skater 4 -- you actually taught youself how to skateboard.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You've worn out the buttons in the elevator of your apartment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The only joystick you play with anymore is plugged in to your Xbox.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You've decided you won't go outside anymore due to the 'tacky graphics, poor sound and low playability.'&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You've moved your PS2 into the bathroom -- just in case you make it to the next level on Vice City.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your hands are so gnarled from gripping the controller, you can't even tie your shoes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You ask your doctor how many lives you have left.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to video games. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc0000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc0000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! I'm soooo havin a fit right now XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today's Quote:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;Life fears death, but lives only to die. It starts with anxiety. Anxiety becomes fear. Fear leads to anger...anger leads to hate...hate leads to suffering... The only cure for this fear is total destruction.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;// Necron (Final Fantasy IX)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-111428054193128629?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111428054193128629'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111428054193128629'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_04_01_archive.html#111428054193128629' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-111410546952638017</id><published>2005-04-21T17:10:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-07-24T22:34:04.606+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>today was the day, the physics exam. i know i failed it cuz it sucked!!! and the teacher said it was easy questions!!! NO WAY!!! wonder what'll happen now. hmm....&lt;br /&gt;but that ain't gonna put me in a bad mood cuz i don't have any sch 2morrow!!!!! SOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!! but i sure have 2 study...sigh. stupid sch. IIII SOOO LUV KEISUKE'S CAR Mazda RX-7 FD3S!!! (Initial D) AAAAAAAAHHHH!!! IT'S AWESOME!!! I LUV YELLOW CARS!!!! i'm tellin ya, a car should be yellow and yellow ONLY!!! silver is kinda cool but yellow ROCK!!! I must say that Takumi's car is the BEST!!!! THE ONE, THE ONLY HACHIROKU (86) MWAAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA XD THE BEST CAR EVER!!!! the characters sure look better in the 4th stage. wonder what the movie'll be like. hope it'll be good acters but it doesn't matter cuz the hachiroku's in the show KEEKEKEKEKEKE XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I woke up in the middle of the night laughing my ass off cuz i had a dream bout my big sis fallin on her ass. HAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHHA SOOOOO FUNNY!!!! and everytime i tried to fall asleep that dream would pop up makin me laugh. so i was kinda tired 2day. almost fell asleep durin the test.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today's Quote:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;Nobody can stop the flow of time, but a moment captured in the frame of the heart, will never disappear...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;// Boys Be&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-111410546952638017?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111410546952638017'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111410546952638017'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_04_01_archive.html#111410546952638017' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-111375862470561860</id><published>2005-04-17T18:39:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-07-24T22:35:26.773+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;who was being a good girl 2day?? THAT'S RIGHT MOI!!! KEEKEKEKEKEK XD yup, finished my swedish homework early like not 11 pm or somethin. finished at bout 5 pm. I SOOO RULE!! and now i'm readin this thingie for 2morrow's exam. it's like 100000 pages. stupid micke. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;had one of my weird dreams again last night. it was bout my lil brother who was killed by 2 soldiers and i was crying and cryin and it felt sooo real. soooooo creepy. first we were on a beach and everyone was running around, fearing they might die. then i was in our house on the floor crying. and then my father came up 2 me and we talked bout my brother. i said i loved him soo much, my only lil brother. my baby brother. and i told my father that he was almost, ALMOST like a son 2 me. a brother-son. (i always took care of my lil brother and used 2 look after him when we were kids, u know in sch and all, til i was 15. so now we're both in 2 different high schs and well... he can take care of himself now. like in sch, i gave up my free time, and most of my time with my friends 4 him. so it really got 2 me in the dream) so now i've had dreams bout all of my sibblings dying. creepy i know. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;g2g have 2 study....bleeh but first the quote and a few quizzes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img33.photobucket.com/albums/v98/xsparrow/yellow06.gif" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;Today's Quote:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#3333ff;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;Right and wrong are not what separate us from our enemies. It's our different standpoints, our perspectives that separate us. Both sides blame one another. There's no good or bad side. Just two sides holding different views&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;//&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;Squall Leonheart (Final Fantasy VIII)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Arial;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Arial;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img alt="mew" src="http://images.quizilla.com/.NekoGirl./1095907443_uffposter4.jpg" width="340" border="0" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;YAY UR A FULL KITTY!!!=D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/.NekoGirl./quizzes/%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20HOW%20MUCH%20OF%20A%20KITTY%20R%20U?=3(with"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:15;"&gt;HOW MUCH OF A KITTY R U?=3(with pics)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:15;"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img alt="Rikku." src="http://images.quizilla.com/L/LuShelinda/1055349490_bshitrikku.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are Rikku! Spunky teenage girl! Go you! Its not&lt;br /&gt;even sure if you have learned to read,you&lt;br /&gt;know,between the whackoing and all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/LuShelinda/quizzes/What%20Final%20Fantasy%20X%20Character%20are%20you%20most%20like?(spoiler"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:15;"&gt;What Final Fantasy X Character are you most like?(spoiler warning!)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:15;"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://strictlyshoujo.com/goodies/quiz.html"&gt;&lt;img height="150" src="http://strictlyshoujo.com/goodies/images/g_miaka.jpg" width="252" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;p&gt;You are &lt;b&gt;Yuuki Miaka&lt;/b&gt; &lt;p&gt;You love food, boys, and hate studying. However, you are tying to make your family happy by tyring your hardest to do things that are too hard. Often, when things get really tough, you depend on your friends to bail you out. You trust in others to do what is best, even when they often dissappoint you. Your greatest need is loyalty, and it is also your greatest asset. &lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://strictlyshoujo.com/goodies/quiz.html"&gt;Take the "What Magic Girl are you?" Quiz&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-111375862470561860?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111375862470561860'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111375862470561860'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_04_01_archive.html#111375862470561860' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-111367524988763255</id><published>2005-04-16T19:24:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-07-24T22:36:09.240+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>guess who's back again?? XD that's right. ME!!! MWAAAHAHAHAHAAAAAHAHAHAHA &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;(&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;C&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;ommentator&lt;/span&gt;: &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;uh-oh she's looosin it BIG TIME&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="color:#ff6600;"&gt;Me&lt;/span&gt;: &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;I so Rule XD)&lt;/span&gt; just finished cleaning the upper floor and boy is it hot or HOT here...bleeh. and 2day mi big brother came back =D missed him. and how do i know when he got home?? well, by scaring BIG TIME!!! he came from behind and i didn't hear him cuz i was listening 2 music. and then he was like "BOOOOO" BA-BOOM- loud!! talk bout stroke. but no need 2 worry. i'll get him fpr this one day. KEEEKEKEKEKEKEKEKEKE XD &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;(&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;C&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;ommentator&lt;/span&gt;: &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;There she goes again. ur kinda evil&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="color:#ff6600;"&gt;Me&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;: Thank u =D sweet sweet revenge kekekeke)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have this swedish homework. we have 2 write a very short story/letter thingie in satire-like way. it says ur on a trip and during that time u visit a place u reeeeeaaaaallyyyy don't like. so ur suppose 2 write a letter 2 a friend in a satire-way. i think i know what 2 write bout. but i haven't started yet. have til monday so...&lt;br /&gt;I sooooooo need a break from sch. wanna go far &lt;span style="color:#3333ff;"&gt;FAR&lt;/span&gt; away from here, from sch, this town, everything and just relax. like explore a new place in another country. that would be awesome. btw i'm listening to this song "Chihuahua" and it's drivin me crazy. been listening 2 it for a while. but i kinda like it. it's cool. "&lt;span style="color:#009900;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;chihuahua here, chihuahua there, everybody wants it everywhere, sing it loud, and life can be so easy. what can make you move, Chihuahua, can you feel the groove Chihuahua, what can make you dance, Oh Chihuahua!...lalalala&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;" &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;(&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;C&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;ommentator&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;: *loads the machine gun* SHUT UP HELL RAT!!!! IT'S ANNOYING!!!&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="color:#ff6600;"&gt;Me&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;: stupid grumpy party-pooper&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;C&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;ommentator&lt;/span&gt;: &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;nani??!!!&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="color:#ff6600;"&gt;Me&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;: ahahaha nothing ^^;; &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;...CHIHUAHUA!! XD&lt;/span&gt; *runs away*) &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today's Quote:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;One of the most adventurous things left us is to go to bed. For no one can lay a hand on our dreams.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;// E. V. Lucas&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-111367524988763255?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111367524988763255'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111367524988763255'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_04_01_archive.html#111367524988763255' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-111357958726645958</id><published>2005-04-15T17:35:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-07-24T22:37:03.000+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff9900;"&gt;Everything was dark&lt;br /&gt;But I saw a light&lt;br /&gt;Running for me to reach it&lt;br /&gt;seize it now or never&lt;br /&gt;your love wrapped around my soul&lt;br /&gt;Never felt so beautiful&lt;br /&gt;Never been so pure&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A star I saw shine&lt;br /&gt;In this sweet chrystal sky&lt;br /&gt;Like footprints in the sand&lt;br /&gt;Forever watching over us&lt;br /&gt;Those mighty guardian angels&lt;br /&gt;For you they shine&lt;br /&gt;For me you shine&lt;br /&gt;Together we are united&lt;br /&gt;Became a sliver drop&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your never ending hope&lt;br /&gt;Strong as a wave&lt;br /&gt;Dancing like the wind&lt;br /&gt;You fought for me&lt;br /&gt;You fight with me&lt;br /&gt;Giving my heart what it needed&lt;br /&gt;Gave me peace&lt;br /&gt;Resting on the emerald grass&lt;br /&gt;My golden flower&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When life was tough&lt;br /&gt;You gave me hope and strength&lt;br /&gt;When my sun was shining&lt;br /&gt;You gave me your angel smile&lt;br /&gt;When my world was breaking&lt;br /&gt;You gave me those diamond tears&lt;br /&gt;Falling like a rainy day&lt;br /&gt;When everything was in harmony&lt;br /&gt;I was given you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For we became a team&lt;br /&gt;The day everything was dark&lt;br /&gt;Running for me to reach it&lt;br /&gt;seize it now or never&lt;br /&gt;your love wrapped around my soul&lt;br /&gt;Never felt so beautiful&lt;br /&gt;Never been so pure&lt;br /&gt;Together we shall reach our goal&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Looking at you I now see&lt;br /&gt;Heaven is not that far away&lt;br /&gt;A silk pearl&lt;br /&gt;Changing darkness to light&lt;br /&gt;A smile a laugh eternal joy&lt;br /&gt;You a powerfull fire&lt;br /&gt;Shall never die nor vanish.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;....you my golden thought...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today's Quote:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;Die and be free of pain or live and fight your sorrow&lt;/em&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;// Auron (Final Fantasy X)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-111357958726645958?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111357958726645958'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111357958726645958'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_04_01_archive.html#111357958726645958' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-111322500784579825</id><published>2005-04-11T14:58:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-04-11T15:10:32.866+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i'm here during class and i'm tired. supposed 2 do this project but i ain't got nothin 2 do. i think i'm hungry and i have 2 do this physics-thing. then there's this mathtest in 2 days...bleeh. sch's really tough. like chemistry. i get nothin, it's so complicated and the teacher's always in such a hurry. i'm tellin u that woman got an issue. i should give her a chill-pill. talk bout not knowing how 2 relax. everything's goin 2 fast. stupid sch. it's bout 2 months left in sch and like 1000 tests left. me and my big sis watched D-Tox again...hehe. it's a VERY funny movie. hahahahha "buffed up like a fag" or "found jesus in a bottle at the bottom" KEEEKEKEKEKEKE&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;g2g&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-111322500784579825?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111322500784579825'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111322500784579825'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_04_01_archive.html#111322500784579825' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-111297396378678022</id><published>2005-04-08T15:42:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-04-08T17:26:03.786+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>yesterday me and my sis went out for a run. it was rainin but it felt kinda nice. anyway, when we got home i remembered this dream i had 3 days ago bout her. ok, so this is in my dream: &lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;I just found out my sister had died. I went to this girl who's in one of my classes and said "you killed my sister!!" and I started to cry. and she said "I know..." I started to cry even more and said "she was my sister, my best friend, my everything" and things like that. then suddenly i was in a white room with my cousin. i turned around and saw my sister dressed in white. she was dressed almost like that evil fairy in &lt;span style="color:#3333ff;"&gt;The Sleeping Beauty&lt;/span&gt;, but in white. first i was shocked then "her you're one of those...from heaven" she looked at me and said "yes I am". then she said she was gonna show me something. when i asked her what it was her anwser was "I'm going to show you how I died". it was like watchin a tape. She was riding her bike when a car suddenly came up. it hit her and she died. the car then changed to an MC and riding it was this girl who's in one of my classes. after that i woke up.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt; I didn't know what I was feeling when i woke up. i felt scared, confused... that was one creepy dream. i always dream weird things =S but as they...WHOA!! my heart just skipped a beat hehe ^^ anyway where was i... right as they say, if a girl dreams bout someone who dies, then that person will live long, have a long life. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;aaaahhh i want 1 of those energy-drinks...i sooo wanted 1 2day during chemistry-class...yummie. there was this girl there during that class i think her name was Maria. she talked bout this college in Umeå. there's so many thing 2 do there. i think they have 25000 students there hehe. she was like "study even though u don't like the subject, cuz u'll need it later on" and things like that. what she said is true...but it's sooo much....toooo much.    &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hey Fujiko "TATUERAD MC MEDLEM" MWAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAA&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-111297396378678022?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111297396378678022'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111297396378678022'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_04_01_archive.html#111297396378678022' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-111230113792771025</id><published>2005-03-31T21:06:00.000+02:00</published><updated>2005-03-31T22:37:31.820+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>2morrow's gonna b a BLAST!!! =D my cousin's comin over and me, my sister &amp; paine (cousin), well, we're gonna watch a movie. a creepy one and she'll sleep over. she's gonna b here early &amp; and we're gonna do ALOT of things!!! =D and then i was thinkin bout hangin out with bobbo on saturday if she ain't busy. and then i have to do this physics thing. soooo boring. it really sux!! i just want sch 2 end...bleeeh!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Song of the week: "&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#3333ff;"&gt;Starwars The Imperial March (The Empire Strikes Back)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;"&lt;br /&gt;Mwahahahahahah Darth Vader is the KING!!! U ROCK!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img height="200" width="350" alt="Raver Bear" src="http://images.quizilla.com/L/londonbelow/1038911106_rraverbear.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Raver Bear&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/londonbelow/quizzes/Which%20Dysfunctional%20Care%20Bear%20Are%20You?/"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:-1;"&gt;Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:-3;"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img height="400" width="250" alt="HASH(0x8b1a648)" src="http://images.quizilla.com/H/HiEiorYuSuKe/1101024029_iccysSILLY.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are silly, naive, funny, and playful. You are&lt;br /&gt;the little kid of the group, all you wanna&lt;br /&gt;concetrate on is having fun and more better&lt;br /&gt;spending time with your friends or family. You&lt;br /&gt;are hyper A LOT and you are just the light of&lt;br /&gt;the day to your group of friends, you can't&lt;br /&gt;stand being bored and you try your best to keep&lt;br /&gt;everyone content. Though you may get annoying&lt;br /&gt;people love you for that. Some of your special&lt;br /&gt;features are your bubbly self, immaturity, and&lt;br /&gt;caring lil heart. Your friends would come to you&lt;br /&gt;if they needed to be cheered up or to get a&lt;br /&gt;good laugh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/HiEiorYuSuKe/quizzes/What%20Type%20of%20Person%20Are%20You%20in%20Your%20Group%20of%20Friends?(Anime"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:-1;"&gt;What Type of Person Are You in Your Group of Friends?(Anime Pics)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:-3;"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-111230113792771025?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111230113792771025'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111230113792771025'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_03_01_archive.html#111230113792771025' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-111133967910356755</id><published>2005-03-20T17:48:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-04-16T20:19:56.170+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>whoa it's been almost a month since i last wrote...hehe. been kinda busy with sch and all. i got my testresults back (physicstest). i failed it like always hehe. i got 5 points which is better than last time. and yesterday i was at denise' and it was cool. her place is VERY nice. feels very indian. and she has this cute kycklingbur hehe. CHICKEN!!! we played cards and it was sooo funny. she kept looking at me and i looked at her and we cheated all the time laughing our asses off. HAAAHAHAHAHAHA BLUFF!! i had alot of fun. and the cake was &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;AWESOME!!&lt;/span&gt; mmmmm berrys. love berry =D and it looked soo cute heehee.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#3333ff;"&gt;*COMMERCIAL-BREAK!!!!* Question: How many plants do u need to make a retard-mouse BLOW UP??&lt;br /&gt;*END OF BREAK*&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i just read bobbo's post. &lt;span style="color:#009900;"&gt;I'M GONNA KICK UR ******* ASS!!!!!! I TOLD U B4 THAT IF THERE'S ANYTHING WRONG U'D TELL ME!!!! I'M SOOOOO GONNA KILL U!!!!!!&lt;/span&gt; *calming down* (sorri just had one of my crazy-fits hehe ^^;;) but really bobbo. if there's anything wrong plz talk 2 me. we're friends right??!! but don't feel like i'm pushing u cuz i'm not. if u don't wanna talk bout it then it's fine with me. but remember i'm always here 4 ya ok. if u ever need anything just tell me *hug*. don't keep things within urself. it's better 2 talk 2 someone, if not me then anyone, just let it out. i promise u'll feel better.&lt;br /&gt;there's some1 else who needs 2 b kicked. &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;AND THAT IS TAKESHI KONOMI!!!! PoT IS REACHING ITS END!!! NOOOOOOO!!!!!!! WHYYYYY????? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??? I NEED 2 KICK HIS ASS A LITTLE SO HE WON'T STOP!!!! AAAAAAAAAAHHHHH! &lt;/span&gt;I WANNA SEE POT&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt; (&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;commentator&lt;/span&gt;: &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;UH-OH!!! SHE'S HAVIN A CRAZY-FIT AGAIN!!!&lt;/span&gt;   &lt;span style="color:#ff6600;"&gt;Me&lt;/span&gt;: &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;Zip it stupid mental-bug!&lt;/span&gt;   &lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;commentator&lt;/span&gt;: &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;mental-bug?? that's not even a word!!&lt;/span&gt;   &lt;span style="color:#ff6600;"&gt;Me&lt;/span&gt;: &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;hehe ^^;;...oh well)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so i have 1 test, chemistry, left b4 easter-holiday. &lt;span style="color:#6600cc;"&gt;(&lt;span style="color:#ff6600;"&gt;Me&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;:&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;I HAAAAAAATE CHEMISTRY!!!! CURSE ALL CHEMISTRY PPL!!!&lt;/span&gt;   &lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;Commentator&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;:&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;Will u shut up u hag!!&lt;/span&gt;   &lt;span style="color:#ff6600;"&gt;Me&lt;/span&gt;: &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;WHAT DID U CALL ME??!!! I KNOW I'M 18!!! NO NEED 2 RUB IT IN!!!! T___T&lt;/span&gt;   &lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;Commentator&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;:&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;whatever...&lt;/span&gt;   &lt;span style="color:#ff6600;"&gt;Me&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;:&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;ur evil&lt;/span&gt;   &lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;Commentator&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;:&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;why thank u *evil smile*&lt;/span&gt;   &lt;span style="color:#ff6600;"&gt;Me&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;: O.o pshyco...)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;back 2 the point...kinda lost it hehe. anyway i wonder if the manga will continue... hope so.&lt;br /&gt;gotta go my brother wants me 2 go with him somewhere and he won't leave me alone so bai bai 4 now&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but b4 i go, here's some quizzes:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/refuged/quizzes/Which%20Elemental%20Goddess%20are%20you?/"&gt;&lt;img alt="HASH(0x88668e8)" src="http://images.quizilla.com/R/refuged/1057769976_CGArtLight.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:-1;"&gt;Which Elemental Goddess are you?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:-3;"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img alt="rikku" src="http://images.quizilla.com/K/KristinaG/1100214177__ryukku_01.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You're Rikku! You're a thief and a complete party&lt;br /&gt;animal! You love your friends and social&lt;br /&gt;events! You're a real team player and stick it&lt;br /&gt;out in the worst situations (which is a great&lt;br /&gt;life-skill)! Children love to play with you and&lt;br /&gt;be around you because they see you as one of&lt;br /&gt;them (a child at heart; meaning you're easy to&lt;br /&gt;talk to and you love to play games)! Your&lt;br /&gt;friends love your company because you're fun&lt;br /&gt;and can still respect their space even when&lt;br /&gt;there's something REALLY fun that you would&lt;br /&gt;like to do but they really don't want to&lt;br /&gt;bother! You are probably very popular around&lt;br /&gt;your peers or your large circles of friends!&lt;br /&gt;Keep it up! ^_^ I love to hear from my readers!&lt;br /&gt;Send me a message if you'd like to!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/KristinaG/quizzes/Which%20female%20Final%20Fantasy%20X-2%20character%20are%20you?"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:-1;"&gt;Which female Final Fantasy X-2 character are you? NEW RESULTS!!!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:-3;"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img height="350" alt="Scream!" src="http://images.quizilla.com/B/BlueKat/1064687934_FearScream.jpg" width="350" border="0" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*WHAHAHAHAHAHAH!* If you are afraid you scream!&lt;br /&gt;Nice way to get attention if you are in danger!&lt;br /&gt;When you need help, scream as loud as you can!&lt;br /&gt;Don't be ashemed, I would do the same! Go&lt;br /&gt;you!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/BlueKat/quizzes/How%20do%20you%20react%20when%20you%20are%20afraid?"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:-1;"&gt;How do you react when you are afraid? ( ...with pics... )&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:-3;"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-111133967910356755?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111133967910356755'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/111133967910356755'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_03_01_archive.html#111133967910356755' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-110950850389055540</id><published>2005-02-27T11:52:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-02-27T14:28:09.410+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>first of all i have somethin 2 say 2 bobbo HOPE UR READING THIS: I got ya sms and i'm sorry we couldn't "rulla i snow" i'm reeeeeeaaaally sick, and it's all my stupid cousin's fault. sooo gonna kick her ass. &lt;span style="color:#33cc00;"&gt;HON SMITTA MEJ BLEEEEH!!!&lt;/span&gt; maybe we can rulla in a few days. we don't want me 2 get more sick do we hehe XP feels like my head's gonna blow...&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;BA-BOOM&lt;/span&gt;!! XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just read my sisters blog hehe damp XD but it's true. Family is the only thing u have in the end. Not all friends will be there 4 u all the way u know... lucky me i have the best sis ever. so i wrote this poem or whatever u call it. it's bout me and my sis:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc33cc;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;Good times and darkness&lt;br /&gt;We've been through them all&lt;br /&gt;Tears we've cried&lt;br /&gt;And laughed we did&lt;br /&gt;My sister my best friend&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A never ending book&lt;br /&gt;We created&lt;br /&gt;Pages full of memories&lt;br /&gt;Still we haven't reached&lt;br /&gt;What they call&lt;br /&gt;The Final page&lt;br /&gt;For that is still unwritten&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A friendship a bond&lt;br /&gt;Free as the birds&lt;br /&gt;In the silver sky&lt;br /&gt;We fight together&lt;br /&gt;We live together&lt;br /&gt;Always together with you&lt;br /&gt;My sister my best friend&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Together we shall become one&lt;br /&gt;One spirit one dream&lt;br /&gt;The wings we are&lt;br /&gt;Taking us among the stars&lt;br /&gt;Promise to stay united&lt;br /&gt;A bond never broken&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We might fall&lt;br /&gt;But together we do&lt;br /&gt;Maybe we'll lose&lt;br /&gt;Still we are the winners&lt;br /&gt;If not in this world&lt;br /&gt;Then in ours&lt;br /&gt;Always there for each other&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We are the beginning&lt;br /&gt;And the end...&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Straight from the heart gurl =D and i mean it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;miss nisha BIG TIME!!! COME ONLINE MISS U GIRL!!!! haven't talked 2 u 4 ages. where r u??&lt;br /&gt;so 2morrow sch starts again. i sure didn't miss it. missed my friends though. especially mi bobbo =) MISS U *hug*&lt;br /&gt;YO YUNIE "HE LEFT THE KEY IN  THE ....." KEEEEEKEKEEKEKEKEKEKE&lt;br /&gt;"RIGHT BACK AT YA" "WHAT KINDA F*CKED UP TOUR IS THIS" "KENN STEMNINGEN" "MAGEN DANSAR ROCKRING RUNT MAGEN" MWAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA XDDD ooooohh and that PoT fanfic "Ore-sama needs to appear perfect, which means styling hair, which means using the bathroom, which means you have to get out! Out!" KEEEKEKE XD&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-110950850389055540?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110950850389055540'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110950850389055540'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_02_01_archive.html#110950850389055540' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-110901851973619860</id><published>2005-02-21T21:40:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-02-21T21:41:59.736+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>changed the layout =D but i'm not finished&lt;br /&gt;gonna add more things tomorrow so bai bai for now&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-110901851973619860?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110901851973619860'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110901851973619860'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_02_01_archive.html#110901851973619860' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-110788449461692030</id><published>2005-02-08T17:53:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-02-27T14:03:21.696+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>I found another &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;BEAUTIFUL&lt;/span&gt; poem *sob*. it's soo...well, read it and u'll see:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#3333ff;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;Her hair up in a pony tail,&lt;br /&gt;her favourite dress tied with a bow.&lt;br /&gt;Today was Daddy's Day at school,&lt;br /&gt;and she couldn't wait to go.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But her mummy tried to tell her,&lt;br /&gt;that she probably should stay home.&lt;br /&gt;Why the kids might not understand,&lt;br /&gt;if she went to school alone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But she was not afraid;&lt;br /&gt;she knew just what to say.&lt;br /&gt;What to tell her classmates,&lt;br /&gt;on this Daddy's Day.&lt;br /&gt;But still her mother worried,&lt;br /&gt;for her to face this day alone.&lt;br /&gt;And that was why once again,&lt;br /&gt;she tried to keep her daughter home.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But the little girl went to school,&lt;br /&gt;eager to tell them all.&lt;br /&gt;About a dad she never sees,&lt;br /&gt;a dad who never calls.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There were daddies along the back-wall,&lt;br /&gt;for everyone to meet.&lt;br /&gt;Children squirming impatiently,&lt;br /&gt;anxious in their seats.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One by one the teacher called,&lt;br /&gt;a student from the class.&lt;br /&gt;To introduce their daddy,&lt;br /&gt;as seconds slowly passed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At last the teacher called her name,&lt;br /&gt;every child turned to stare.&lt;br /&gt;Each of them were searching,&lt;br /&gt;for a man who wasn't there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Where's her daddy at?"&lt;br /&gt;she heard a boy call out.&lt;br /&gt;"She probably doesn't have one,"&lt;br /&gt;another student dared to shout.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And from somewhere near the back,&lt;br /&gt;she heard a daddy say,&lt;br /&gt;"Looks like another deadbeat dad,&lt;br /&gt;too busy to waste his day."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The words did not offend her,&lt;br /&gt;as she smiled at her friends.&lt;br /&gt;And looked back at her teacher,&lt;br /&gt;who told her to begin.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And with hands behind her back,&lt;br /&gt;slowly she began to speak.&lt;br /&gt;And out from the mouth of a child,&lt;br /&gt;came words incredibly unique.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"My Daddy couldn't be here,&lt;br /&gt;because he lives so far away.&lt;br /&gt;But I know he wishes he could,&lt;br /&gt;be with me on this day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And though you cannot meet him,&lt;br /&gt;I wanted you to know.&lt;br /&gt;All about my daddy,&lt;br /&gt;and how much he loves me so.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He loved to tell me stories,&lt;br /&gt;he taught me to ride my bike.&lt;br /&gt;He surprised me with pink roses,&lt;br /&gt;and taught me to fly a kite.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We used to share fudge sundaes,&lt;br /&gt;and ice cream in a cone.&lt;br /&gt;And though you cannot see him,&lt;br /&gt;I'm not standing all alone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;'Cause my daddy's always with me,&lt;br /&gt;even though we are apart&lt;br /&gt;I know because he told me,&lt;br /&gt;he'll forever be here in my heart"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With that her little hand reached up,&lt;br /&gt;and lay across her chest.&lt;br /&gt;Feeling her own heartbeat,&lt;br /&gt;beneath her favourite dress.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,&lt;br /&gt;her mother stood in tears.&lt;br /&gt;Proudly watching her daughter,&lt;br /&gt;who was wise beyond her years.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For she stood up for the love,&lt;br /&gt;of a man not in her life.&lt;br /&gt;Doing what was best for her,&lt;br /&gt;doing what was right.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And when she dropped her hand back down,&lt;br /&gt;staring straight into the crowd.&lt;br /&gt;She finished with a voice so soft,&lt;br /&gt;but its message clear and loud.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I love my daddy very much,&lt;br /&gt;he's my shining star.&lt;br /&gt;And if he could he'd be here,&lt;br /&gt;but heaven's just too far.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But sometimes when I close my eyes,&lt;br /&gt;it's like he never went away."&lt;br /&gt;And then she closed her eyes,&lt;br /&gt;and saw him there that day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And to her mother's amazement,&lt;br /&gt;she witnessed with surprise.&lt;br /&gt;A room full of daddies and children,&lt;br /&gt;all starting to close their eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who knows what they saw before them,&lt;br /&gt;who knows what they felt inside.&lt;br /&gt;Perhaps for merely a second,&lt;br /&gt;they saw him at her side.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I know you're with me Daddy,"&lt;br /&gt;to the silence she called out.&lt;br /&gt;And what happened next made believers,&lt;br /&gt;of those once filled with doubt.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not one in that room could explain it,&lt;br /&gt;for each of their eyes had been closed.&lt;br /&gt;But there placed on her desktop,&lt;br /&gt;was a beautiful fragrant pink rose.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And a child was blessed, if only a moment,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;by the love of her shining bright star.&lt;br /&gt;And given the gift of believing,&lt;br /&gt;that heaven is never too far.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;by: unknown&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;am i sleepy or what??!! went 2 bed last night at 1 am. and then i woke up at 7:15 am, went 2 sch and walked 1 mile (swedish mile) with bobbo, denise and liv. IT WAS SOOO COLD!!! but lucky us it didn't rain like last year =( it was kinda fun this time. we were laughing at stupid things hahahaha. and i was soo hungry and tired and i was cursing the teachers for this day hehe ^_^;;&lt;br /&gt;and 2day our teacher, Karin was back, she's been really sick. hope she saw our project on her desk. i never thought it would actually be 19 pages =D that's like ALOT heehee&lt;br /&gt;i looved this project week we had last week. no lessons at all so u can chill all u want. that was really nice. I had so much fun. the last day of that project-week, me, denise and liv were in sch finishing everything. we were there till bout 4:30 pm. during that time alot happened. and i mean ALOT. we were soo tired and didn't know what 2 write so we had a few....lets call it...breakdowns. so i had this breakdown and went 2 the door. and stupid =P denise locked me out. and just then a teacher, Kurt came. he was like "whatcha doin outhere??" and i said "well, i had this breakdown so denise locked me out" HAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA u should've seen his face it was like this O.O. HAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA GO KURT!! and after a while me and denise had this race in the hallway kekekeke i soo rule. the first time i crashed into this table and the second time the wall. the third try went pretty good =) a little later we went back 2 liv so we could finish the project, and bout 15 minutes later liv had this breakdown. she sat there on her chair going round and round and round and round like a merry-go-round. speed = 300km/h keeeeeeeeekekekekeke that was fun =D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;here's a few quizzes =D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/W/wolftrainer101/1075060592_ult6_rikku.jpg" border="0" alt="Rikku"&gt;&lt;br&gt;You are always so happy and pleasent. Especially&lt;br&gt;when you are dressed in your songstress outfit.&lt;br&gt;You are considered the hyper one out of YRP and&lt;br&gt;you and brother share so many same interests.&lt;br&gt;Whenever your cousin is down, you're always&lt;br&gt;down aswell but you usually bring a smile to&lt;br&gt;everyone's face. You like to say the words&lt;br&gt;'poopie' and 'awww'...sometimes you'll even put&lt;br&gt;those two together and say 'awww poopie'. You&lt;br&gt;are a swift little one who has the speed of a&lt;br&gt;cheetah and the brains of a lion.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/wolftrainer101/quizzes/What%20Final%20Fantasy%20X-2%20Character%20Are%20You%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What Final Fantasy X-2 Character Are You?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/C/Chi19/1102780340_eral-00063.jpg" border="0" alt="Fun Chick"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Fun Chick!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/Chi19/quizzes/What%20Kind%20of%20Girl%20are%20you%3F%20(pics)/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What Kind of Girl are you? (pics)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img height="350" width="350" src="http://images.quizilla.com/I/ichigohatsumaru/1081207294_ures030507.jpg" border="0" alt="Birthday"&gt;&lt;br&gt;You are a birthday! you are unique because you&lt;br&gt;happen every single day somewhere in the world.&lt;br&gt;You are very energetic and love to have fun.&lt;br&gt;Life is little more than a game to you. You are&lt;br&gt;always relaxed, carefree, and naive. YAY!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/ichigohatsumaru/quizzes/Which%20holiday%20are%20you%3F%20(%20Anime%20Pics)%20/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;Which holiday are you? ( Anime Pics) &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-110788449461692030?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110788449461692030'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110788449461692030'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_02_01_archive.html#110788449461692030' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-110693824158205119</id><published>2005-01-28T18:23:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2006-09-02T18:00:04.230+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>guess what guess what, today I only had one lesson, math. and during class, I went to help Aso, this guy in my class, and then when i got back to "my chair", I saw a monkey on it. I was like o.O WHAT THA so i asked the gals who put it there. and do u think anyone said anything. NOOOOOOO XD they all had this evil grin on their face, and after a while they gave up. it was a present from all of em 2 me aaaww *hug* (u know, my b-day last week) and if u push the button on it's leg, it starts swingin and makin monkey sounds KEEEEEEKEKEKE, and they said "does this remind u of somethin??" hahahha and i was like, "yeeea!!! it reminds me of ME KEEKEKEKEKEKE cuz i can make moneky sounds kekeke. anyway, i luuuv it, it's soooo cool. good thing denise saw it, cuz she's the one who told them they should get it for me =D &lt;br /&gt;and 2 days b4 that bobbo got me this bottle-thingie filled with stars. sooo kawaii, she made em all. i was like "u really made em all??" and she said yes. that must've taken a while, cuz they were kinda small, and there were alot of em. ur soooo KAWAII bobbo *hug*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hey yunie DOBB-FLYKT!! KEEEEEEEEKEKEKEKE I sooo rock!! WANTED DOBB!! ARMED TO THE TEETH XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img height="350" weidth="350" src="http://images.quizilla.com/C/Chi19/1096743394_cturescute.jpg" border="0" alt="Brown uniform"&gt;&lt;br&gt;You'd wear a brown uniform! You are hyper and&lt;br&gt;happy-go-luck! You love to have fun and hang&lt;br&gt;out with your friends! You can easily make&lt;br&gt;people sad to happy cuz of how nice you are and&lt;br&gt;your smile is also what makes em happy again!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/Chi19/quizzes/What%20color%20school%20uniform%20would%20you%20wear%3F%20anime%20pics%20Gilrs%20%20only/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What color school uniform would you wear? anime pics Gilrs  only&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/A/afuia/1079725723_30531prin2.jpg" border="0" alt="you are a crazy and fun-loving girl"&gt;&lt;br&gt;You are a fun-loving hyper girl.You playing games&lt;br&gt;all the time with your friends and sometimes&lt;br&gt;can get a little wild and crazy. Sometimes you&lt;br&gt;dress up very strangly that catches attention,&lt;br&gt;but besides that you are mostly happy all the&lt;br&gt;time. You love partying and having fun.(please&lt;br&gt;rate)&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/afuia/quizzes/%20what%20kind%20of%20girl%20are%20you%3F(Anime%20pics!)/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt; what kind of girl are you?(Anime pics!)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/S/summer-snow/1094561642_cturesfuji.jpg" border="0" alt="Eiji"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Your Seigaku Match is... Fuji Syusuke! The tensai of Seigaku! Kind, caring and mysterious. He is sure to make you feel at ease! You can definitely count on him to protect you from harm. However, be careful when eating with him ok? Unless you like really HOT stuff...like wasabi~ *grins*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/summer-snow/quizzes/Who%20Is%20Your%20Tenipuri%20Match%3F%20~Seigaku~/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;Who Is Your Tenipuri Match? ~Seigaku~&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/N/nekokittychi/1075174804_sAirSprite.jpg" border="0" alt="Air"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Your element is Air: Carefree, lovable, fun and&lt;br&gt;childish. Arent you cute! Your just full of&lt;br&gt;childhood spunk and happiness! Hey who said&lt;br&gt;being young was a bad thing? You have a keen&lt;br&gt;understanding of whats good in life and choose&lt;br&gt;to remain happy rather than get too upset over&lt;br&gt;things. Life is fun, who wants to be troubled&lt;br&gt;by grown-up problems? Being as capable of love&lt;br&gt;as you are you will make a wonderful parent if&lt;br&gt;and when you choose to grow up. Love is a&lt;br&gt;mystery because you only want friends not love&lt;br&gt;interests, games are better than relationships&lt;br&gt;with the opposite sex. You have what everyone&lt;br&gt;is searching for, that so called 'fountain of&lt;br&gt;youth' deep inside. You can come across as&lt;br&gt;naive and childish at times. But who cares what&lt;br&gt;they think, lets go play tag!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/nekokittychi/quizzes/.%3A-%7CWhat%20is%20your%20true%20element%3F%7C-%3A.%20-With%20Anime%20Pictures%20and%20detailed%20answers-/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-110693824158205119?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110693824158205119'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110693824158205119'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_01_01_archive.html#110693824158205119' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-110648448408697846</id><published>2005-01-23T13:32:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-01-23T13:50:53.146+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI!!!!! 2day's my b-day =) THANK U ALL FOR REMEMBERING IT *hug* my first "happy b-day" came from sakaura THANK U hehee =D and then nisha and then my sweeet girlfriends sandra, A.K and bobbo. and then some other ppl hehe so now i'm 18...kinda old... feel sorry 4 my big brother, he's sick and 2day's his b-day 2 (yes the same date) y did it have 2 be 2day!!!!!! BLAAAAAAAAAAH!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway... here's this GREAT poem i found. dunno who wrote it but i luuuuv it anyway, here it goes:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#3333ff;"&gt;This is the story that must be told&lt;br /&gt;of an Iraqi baby, not very old.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lying in her crib one star lit night&lt;br /&gt;How could she know of those planes in flight?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She lay there quietly touching her nose,&lt;br /&gt;Watching her mobile, wiggling her toes,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oohing and cooing, so sweetly is she,&lt;br /&gt;Talking to someone, who could it be?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;An angel is standing with her in the room.&lt;br /&gt;The baby is smiling, unaware of her doom.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The crib starts to shake and the mobile goes round.&lt;br /&gt;And suddenly comes a most deafening sound.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The ceiling drops in, in a second or two ...&lt;br /&gt;On top of her crib so she ceases to coo ...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No one knows how long she lay there&lt;br /&gt;Who thought about it? doesn't anyone care?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Is she alive? is she dead? Is she in any pain?&lt;br /&gt;Now that you mention it, who knows her name?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Her name is Amal. In English we say Hope.&lt;br /&gt;Crushed between the rubble,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;her tiny fingers start to grope.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Where is my mummy? I love her so dear&lt;br /&gt;Come, get me mummy! It's dark in here!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm scared and I'm hungry and I can't see my feet.&lt;br /&gt;There's blood in my mouth! Give me something to eat!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Where is my daddy? Where's my big brother?&lt;br /&gt;It hurts when I breath! Where is my mother?!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How long have I been here? Is this just a dream?&lt;br /&gt;I open my mouth, but can't even scream.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That angel appears once again to my side,&lt;br /&gt;This time with a tear I plead, 'Why have I died?'&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Am I alone in my sufferings? No, there are many others.&lt;br /&gt;In our grief and our misery, we are sisters and brothers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who are we? I ask you... for what crime did we die?&lt;br /&gt;They're throwing a party! Doesn't anyone cry?!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Is it True? Am I nothing?! How could it be?&lt;br /&gt;Don't they also have babies, just like me?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It is war they say, of which death is part.&lt;br /&gt;How blind they've become, How hardened of heart.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Did someone say hero? To whom do they speak?&lt;br /&gt;A victory claimed for killing the weak?!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why are they happy? Why are they proud?&lt;br /&gt;Don't they know that I'm cold in my burial shroud?!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No war has been won; no ifs, buts, or maybes,&lt;br /&gt;They've only killed us innocent, helpless babies."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it's soo good...makes u wanna cry *sniff*&lt;br /&gt;i watched this AWESOME movie with my sister, &lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33cc00;"&gt;The Hot Chick&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;. it's soooo funny, it reminds me a little of &lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#33cc00;"&gt;White Chicks&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt; hahahaha u guys should see it =D&lt;br /&gt;hey Fujiko "ONLY IN AMERICA" KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKEKEKEKKEEKEEKEKE hairy ass XD KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKEKEKEK "ONLY IN AMERICA" roflmao XD&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-110648448408697846?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110648448408697846'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110648448408697846'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_01_01_archive.html#110648448408697846' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-110640246809864208</id><published>2005-01-22T14:49:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-01-22T15:11:41.466+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/K/Kajuza-Chan/1091727174_ofmischeif.JPG" border="0" alt="HASH(0x8b6b0f0)"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Youre the angel of Mischief! You are fun loving and&lt;br&gt;are always getting into trouble. Pulling pranks&lt;br&gt;is one of your favorite past times. Your good&lt;br&gt;qualities are that most people like your fun&lt;br&gt;loving personality, except the ones you prank,&lt;br&gt;and that you always have a smile on your face.&lt;br&gt;Please Rate High!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/Kajuza-Chan/quizzes/Which%20Angel%20of%20the%20Mind%20are%20You%3F(awsom%20anime%20pics)/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;Which Angel of the Mind are You?(awsom anime pics)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/V/vinacross/1044201781_GIRQuizzes.gif" border="0" alt="PSYchO!"&gt;&lt;br&gt;You're not so much depressed as you're totally&lt;br&gt;freaking insane. Kati would be friends with you&lt;br&gt;because she's just like you. You could stay&lt;br&gt;over her house and make pasta and biscuits at 4&lt;br&gt;am. You're also astoundingly similar to Invader&lt;br&gt;Zim's GIR. Viva la little robots wearing green&lt;br&gt;dog suits! Let's make biscuits!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/vinacross/quizzes/How%20Depressed%20are%20You%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;How Depressed are You?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/I/iceangel12/1052966422_elseyRikku.JPG" border="0" alt="Rikku"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Rikku. You are the energetic one in the group, and&lt;br&gt;the only one able to fluently speak Al Bhed.&lt;br&gt;You are possibly the first Al Bhed guardian,&lt;br&gt;and your only hate is thunder.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/iceangel12/quizzes/Which%20main%20character%20from%20Final%20Fantasy%20X%20are%20you%3F%20**with%20pictures**/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;Which main character from Final Fantasy X are you? **with pictures**&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/M/mystranger/1057333326_ality2wild.JPG" border="0" alt="wild"&gt;&lt;br&gt;You're wild! You love to act like a psycho and are&lt;br&gt;extremely hyper! You are a great party starter&lt;br&gt;and love to make people laugh.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/mystranger/quizzes/(images%20included)%20What%20is%20your%20personality%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;(images included) What is your personality?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align=center&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.angelfire.com/anime3/lilsailorx/Overall1.gif"&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are most like Venus Overall! &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Find out &lt;a href="http://www.angelfire.com/anime3/lilsailorx/"&gt;Which Senshi &lt;/a&gt; you are.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img weidt="350" height="350" src="http://images.quizilla.com/R/roseblossom/1076783309_AngelofFun.jpg" border="0" alt="You become the Angel of Fun!"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Playful Angel! Sunbeam in the end.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/roseblossom/quizzes/What%20kind%20of%20Angel%20are%20you%3F%20.._..contains%20Anime%20pictures.._..%20/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What kind of Angel are you? .._..contains Anime pictures.._.. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-110640246809864208?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110640246809864208'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110640246809864208'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_01_01_archive.html#110640246809864208' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-110612868780801846</id><published>2005-01-19T10:36:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-01-19T11:55:06.956+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>sch started, another term full of stupid exams and life goes on. what 2 say?? hmm... well, it was gr8 seeing u all. but u know me and sch... i'm already counting the days til the next holiday. forgot what it's called. i was suppose 2 have this HUGE chemistry exam 2day, but i'm goin 2 the hospital 4 some check up, and it's not here in this town. so i'm takin this exam on friday, AFTER sch...sigh. i finish at 1:15 pm every friday, but do i get 2 go home?? NOOOO, cuz i have some stupid chemistry BLAAH!! and it's my b-day soon =D i thought it was in like 2 weeks, but bobbo said it was this sunday so...hehe. so i'm turning 18 this year BLAAAAH!! i mean, it's a good thing but it's bad 2. so much responsibility, no, TOOOOO much responibility. maybe that's childish but that's how i feel right now. the good thing's that u can do alot by urself, not needing ur parents permission. like sch stuff, such as signing papers hehe XD i just wanna graduate&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;uh-oh gotta go&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img height="350" width="350" src="http://images.quizilla.com/D/DieColdHearted/1105289791_ktopSports.jpg" border="0" alt="http://www.angelroms.com/anime/Anime%20Girls/Sport/Sports-00007.jpg"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Your inner soul is saying LIFE IS GREAT! You're&lt;br&gt;probably the most brightest, optimistic, and&lt;br&gt;energetic person ever! You see most things in&lt;br&gt;life as a big adverture with everlasting fun ;)&lt;br&gt;You love to go outside and run around, and you&lt;br&gt;would hardly be caught reading or doing&lt;br&gt;something intellectual. You are willing to try&lt;br&gt;everything at least once because, hey, life is&lt;br&gt;too short!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/DieColdHearted/quizzes/What%20Is%20Your%20Inner%20Soul%20Trying%20To%20Say%3F%20(With%20Pics)/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say? (With Pics)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/K/KristinaG/1101661932_CGSPMyDocumentscat4.jpg" border="0" alt="playful kitty"&gt;&lt;br&gt;You're a playful kitty! You just want to have fun!&lt;br&gt;You're a team player and are always ready to&lt;br&gt;try something new and exciting. You're a social&lt;br&gt;butterfly and enjoy interesting company.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/KristinaG/quizzes/What%20kind%20of%20kitty%20girl%20are%20you%3F%20(ANIME%20PICS)/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What kind of kitty girl are you? (ANIME PICS)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;   &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.drudabear.com/wishaward.jpg"&gt; &lt;a href="http://www.drudabear.com/quiz.htm"&gt;See what Care Bear you are.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.drudabear.com/serialgacy.jpg"&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;a href="http://www.drudabear.com/serial.htm"&gt;See what serial killer you are.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-110612868780801846?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110612868780801846'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110612868780801846'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_01_01_archive.html#110612868780801846' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-110544852801670073</id><published>2005-01-11T13:00:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-09-29T19:12:20.510+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>2morrow i have 2 go 2 sch....NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! BLAAAH!! i don't wanna go. the only thing i like bout sch is my friends....and P.E. everythin else sux T_T&lt;br /&gt;we have this HUGE chemistry exam next week, and i get the feelin i'm not gonna pass. science is not 4 me... well, guess i have 2 keep tryin anyway.&lt;br /&gt;the weather here's sooo weird this year. i mean, it's january and no snow :S and 2 much wind. WEIRD!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i watched &lt;span style="color:#3333ff;"&gt;Alien VS Predator&lt;/span&gt;, AGAIN, but this time with my cousins. So me and Paine were laughin our ass OFF!! this predator looks like &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Bob Marley&lt;/span&gt;...HAAAAHAHAHAHA. this movie is suppose 2 be scary, but we were laughin almost all the time hahaha. it was funny. then she said she would pay for our wedding (me and predator) XD KEEEKEKEKEKEKEE i know what ur thinkin "they're insane" and maybe we r XD&lt;br /&gt;anyway, look at the predator, Bob Marley right?? XD his hair and all...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. My man in action&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.geocities.com/thousand_fears/action.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. His face (armor on)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.geocities.com/thousand_fears/face.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. Without armor - kawaii right (XD)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.geocities.com/thousand_fears/maskoff.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4. My guy from the side&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.geocities.com/thousand_fears/predatorfull.jpg"&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and more quizzes:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/W/Warrior.Paine/1087571017_FF-x2about.jpg" border="0" alt="HASH(0x893e578)"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Your Rikku!! Your chatty fun loving and loves&lt;br&gt;trying new things out. Your really hyper, your&lt;br&gt;up to date with the style and a mean killing too&lt;br&gt;and a very good friend to yuna and always looks&lt;br&gt;on the bright side of life what more could the&lt;br&gt;gullwings want?&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/Warrior.Paine/quizzes/Which%20Final%20Fantasy%20X-2%20X%20%20Charter%20are%20u%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;Which Final Fantasy X-2 X  Charter are u?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/T/truly-dippy/1060254679_CWINDOWSDesktopruby.jpg" border="0" alt="Ruby"&gt;&lt;br&gt;! You are Most Like A Ruby !&lt;br /&gt;Passionate, in control - and very sexy. You tend to&lt;br /&gt;be more dominant, and people long to possess your&lt;br /&gt;wild nature. People find you fun, and a real live&lt;br&gt;wire.&lt;br /&gt;You're most like a Ruby because people simply can't&lt;br /&gt;take their eyes away from you - your bright&lt;br&gt;captivating&lt;br /&gt;nature draws people to you.&lt;br /&gt;Congratulations ... You're the sparkly fun gem&lt;br&gt;everybody craves.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/truly-dippy/quizzes/%3F%3F%20Which%20Precious%20Gem%20Are%20You%20%3F%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;?? Which Precious Gem Are You ??&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/B/BlueKat/1054994518_DKathisunflower.jpg" border="0" alt="HASH(0x8ef144c)"&gt;&lt;br&gt;You're a Sunflower!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Flower of Joy.&lt;br /&gt;Funny and playful.&lt;br /&gt;You are a true friend and you love to have fun!&lt;br /&gt;Sometimes a bit naive but that's ok!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/BlueKat/quizzes/What%20flower%20are%20you%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What flower are you?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/H/heartillynn/1044766210_Quizthefun.gif" border="0" alt="The fun girl"&gt;&lt;br&gt;The fun girl&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/heartillynn/quizzes/Which%20girl%20stereotype%20are%20you%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;Which girl stereotype are you?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-110544852801670073?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110544852801670073'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110544852801670073'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_01_01_archive.html#110544852801670073' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-110501095400755770</id><published>2005-01-06T11:39:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-01-06T12:43:17.286+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hmm... this x-mas holiday has been relaxin but bOrInG blaaaah!! my stupid turtle-cousin left us. we were suppose 2 spend this holiday together but NOOOOO!! i'm soooo gonna kick her ass when she'll be back XD. and i'm feelin sick =( AND THERE'S NO SNOW!!!!!!!!! what kinda winter is this??!!&lt;br /&gt;everything's weird. like when i was younger... i didn't dream every night, but now i do and i remember em. and the dreams r always weird :S&lt;br /&gt;i watched &lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;The Village&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt; and it kinda sucked. thought it would be better than that. i mean, it wasn't even that scary. it's been a while since i watched a scary movie. and i wanna see PoT the movie!!!! WANNA SEE WANNA SEE WANNA SEE!!!! wonder what it'll be like hmmm....&lt;br /&gt;one more thing, i changed the pix and here's more quizzes:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img height="350" width="350" src="http://images.quizilla.com/X/xmictchel150x/1081799894_ngel-00005.jpg" border="0" alt="mean angel"&gt;&lt;br&gt;you are the angel of fun. you like to fly and scare&lt;br&gt;people. they like you because your cool and you&lt;br&gt;have lots of friends!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/xmictchel150x/quizzes/which%20angels%20are%20you%20most%20likely%20to%20be%3F!%20%5E_~%20GREAT%20PICTURES%20AS%20WELL!!!!~_%5E(GURLS%20ONLY%20PLEAZ)/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;which angels are you most likely to be?! ^_~ GREAT PICTURES AS WELL!!!!~_^(GURLS ONLY PLEAZ)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/F/Freya803/1098726426_spic20185D.jpg" border="0" alt="whit girl(anime)"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Your personality is HAPPY! Your happy, bouncy, and&lt;br&gt;cheerful of many things to come. You always see&lt;br&gt;the bright side of things and love making new&lt;br&gt;friends. Like Dark, you attract the bad ones&lt;br&gt;and intend to change them for the better good.&lt;br&gt;Who knows? One might be your soul mate^_~!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/Freya803/quizzes/What%20type%20of%20personality%20are%20you%3F(ANIME%20PICS!!!!%5E%20%5E)/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What type of personality are you?(ANIME PICS!!!!^ ^)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/L/lilsweetchic2000/1099519451_turesoli15.jpg" border="0" alt="no"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Your crazy but, fun to hang out with:) Sometimes&lt;br&gt;you go nuts over a question(lol) Also you don't&lt;br&gt;care what you look like. As long as your fun&lt;br&gt;and have lots of friends:) Your one of a kind:)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/lilsweetchic2000/quizzes/What%20Type%20Of%20Girl%20Are%20You%3F%3F%3F(Amazing%20Pics)/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What Type Of Girl Are You???(Amazing Pics)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/K/KristinaG/1096782477_CGSPMyDocumentsRIKKU.jpg" border="0" alt="thief"&gt;&lt;br&gt;You're Rikku.U cherish yer friends and luv their&lt;br&gt;company. U've got spunk and spirit and can get&lt;br&gt;a fun side outta almost anythin'! Yer very&lt;br&gt;energetic and probably enjoy sports or other&lt;br&gt;physical activity! &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/KristinaG/quizzes/Which%20Final%20Fantasy%20X-2%20character%20r%20u%20(SORRY!%20GRRRLS%20ONLY!)%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;Which Final Fantasy X-2 character r u (SORRY! GRRRLS ONLY!)?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-110501095400755770?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110501095400755770'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110501095400755770'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2005_01_01_archive.html#110501095400755770' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-110398028480725653</id><published>2004-12-25T14:02:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2004-12-25T14:11:24.806+01:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>MERRY X-MAS EVERYONE!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;heehee, thought there wasn't going 2 be any snow 2day, but it's snowing right now \(^o^)/. though it's not "real" snow. it's more like rain, but still...&lt;br /&gt;I WANT SNOW!!! wanna play with snow..sigh&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I decided 2 have a gallery section 4 u guys =)&lt;br /&gt;i'll try 2 change em every week. and as u can see, it's Slam Dunk this week. hope u'll enjoy them. &lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;OOOOOOOOOOOUUUU it's snowing ALOT now. WOO-HOOO!!!! XD BOBBO U JUST WAIT, GONNA KNOCK U DOWN WITH A HUGE SNOWBALL!!! MWAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHHA XD!! that's right i SOOO RULE!!! i'll make u look like a snowman KEEEEEEKEKKEKEKEKEKEKEKE and after that i'll knock down Fujiko. Feel my power onee-san ;)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;have a GR8 x-mas everyone!!! AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! don't u guys forget ur &lt;span style="color:#3333ff;"&gt;New Year resolution or promise&lt;/span&gt; or whatever it's called. BAI BAI ^^&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-110398028480725653?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110398028480725653'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110398028480725653'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2004_12_01_archive.html#110398028480725653' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6875194.post-110390839662477538</id><published>2004-12-24T17:35:00.000+01:00</published><updated>2005-09-29T19:06:46.706+02:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i was thinkin....it's been a while since i watched Slam Dunk. it's such a GREAT anime. one of the best. the story and humor ROCKS!! u get 2 follow their lives in sch and outside it. it's sad, happy, funny and sometimes kinda boring. short; it has everything an anime needs. Inoue Takehiko, u RULE 4 makin Slam Dunk!!! u don't always see an anime with a great story like this one. 4 those who haven't seen it: SEE IT!!! read the manga, dl it, buy it whatever. JUST SEE OR READ IT!!! u won't regret it. I PROMISE!! &lt;br /&gt;so my fav are: &lt;br /&gt;Mitsui. a funny b-ball king!! i luv when he's laughing and i love this pic of him, taken from the manga:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img alt="Mitsui Hisashi" src="http://www.geocities.com/thousand_fears/mitsui.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;then there's Miyagi the funny pointgaurd. I LUV THAT GUY!!! I LUUV POINTGAURDS!!! &lt;br /&gt;i like his hair...so fluffy. wanna touch it ^^ look at it, this pic is so...nice *drool*, i know u wanna touch his hair 2:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img alt="Miyagi Ryota" src="http://www.geocities.com/thousand_fears/miyagi.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and then it's our tensai Hanamichi. is he funny or funny??!! XD i'm tellin u, it's impossible not 2 like this guy. GO SAKURAGI!!!! he's soooo COOL!!! U ROCK HANAMICHI!! this is one of his "tensai-looks". sooo kawaii:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img alt="Tensai" src="http://www.geocities.com/thousand_fears/hanamichi.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is another pic of sakuragi. it's really nice. i like the colors and all:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img alt="Sakurahi Hanamichi" src="http://www.geocities.com/thousand_fears/hana.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i also like sendoh. u know, the way he plays. it's cool. was gonna put a pic of him 4 u guys 2 see, but i have 2 go. so... laterz&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6875194-110390839662477538?l=chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110390839662477538'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6875194/posts/default/110390839662477538'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chaotic-illusions.blogspot.com/2004_12_01_archive.html#110390839662477538' title=''/><author><name>Chaos</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry></feed>
